Sunday, November 23, 2008

I WANTED YOU :(

Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cause we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I, I... I'm so sorry baby
But I, I... I gotta pack up and leave
But I, I'll always remember how we came close
... to being how I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
I wanted you

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

TMR WORK AGAIN :(




Im back posting again !

Friday night I did went out ! HAHAHA ~ Last min went out for supper again :DD ! RC was empty, so headed to coffee shop instead ~ Woahh, quite alot of peopl uhs ! Guess what, dion was thr too ! Suprise :x Hahah, anyway mood was kinda weid ? Cause very quiet ~ Till xy & yazi came back from geylang . Both of them seems so drunk uhs ? Hahaha, esp yazi ! He go scold the coffee shop uncle, poor uncle :( Hahaha, was chatting with xy, then awhile she went home ! I SAW CINDY THIA :DDD ! Hahah, I miss her lik hell pleaseeee ! Exchange number with her, cause we totally lost contact alrdy :( Well, was slacking at the pavilion under yazi house ! He's drunk pleasee ~

Sam send him home & we are getting bored ! My idea, sneak in the school :x Hahaha ~ Well, so we did sneak in . Min, heihei, sam & me ! Hahah, climb the fence in, ohmygod ! Jump down the fence, and I landed on floor with my butt >.< ! Hahah, walk in the school, ohmygod ! East View eh :x ! Hahaha, went to general office outside and they were smoking thr . Super cool pleaseee ! Went in to Gongshan too ! Blabla, was getting bored so went out ~ Climb fence again :x This time round a higher one ! But Im okay ! For min, haha . not okay at all ! Not gonna mention, but back to pavilion left alvin & auggy ! Went home around 4am ? Haha ! Sleep then :x

Hahaha, sat I finally get to sleep till late ~~ Wake up around 1pm, hahaha ~ Waited for mommy to be back together with my lunch, then headed to White sand with Min ~ Blablabla ! Pasa malam, haha ~ Cheap cheap things all thr ! Too bad I didnt bring much money :( Anyway, headed to popular and bought things we need . Then went to Pasa malam, Min bought a dress . Quite nice (: And guess what we saw, hello kitty pyjamas ! Sexy uhs ? Hor simin hor >.< !

Anyway ! Headed back to Tampines, and lucky we got shelter all the way to TM :D Went to pizzahut and fetch her sister . Popular again =.= Bought alot of paper, haha ! Gonna punch hold like mad I swear ~~ No where to go, headed home then ! Went up the lift with daddy, haha ! Mommy cook chicken rice, rice only ~ Plus other side dishes ! Hahah, I love home cook food pleaseeeeeeee ~ And and and, Im very bored at home ! Was doing my diary whole day ~ Very very bored, thought of sleeping . But if I sleep, sure till morning ! And I went supper with Min they all ~

1am then went out, cause mommy 1 plus then sleep . Sorry Dion ! He say he 1 plus heading home, I 1 plus then go :x Unable to see you thr ! Hahaha ~ Anyway, meet xy & vin at somewher, I dont knw whr >.< ! Blablabla ~ Headed back to School opposite de pavalion . Bought mashed potato for supper, haha ! Crapping & laughing away, cause I love to disturb yazi ! Hahaha, he's super funny ~~ But 2 plus he go home le ! Anyway, started to write diary :x Auggy trying to peep ! Haha, it's okay ~ Cause nothing much :x Blablabla ! Saw Junyu & his stead ~

4am, auggy cab us home ! Thanks ~ Super tiiredd I swear ! Today wake up around 11plus ~ Suppose to go out with Zhijie & co de ! But mommy dont let me go out today, tmr working ! Sorry zhijie, I know you sure very angry . Cause it's not the first time I lik this . Im sorry, I dont mean it . Blabla ! Tmr monday, working day again :( ! Hurhur ~~ And tmr OT sure will be very very late ! Cause alot people on MCs >.< ! Gonna prepare own lunch & dinner ~ Cause lunch only 30mins tmr :( And OT no dinner :x So gonna bring own food to eat ! Hope mommy can wake up tmr can prepare fried rice for me :DDD ~ Hahah, off to do diary ! Byeeeeeeeeee !


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