I just wanna say, Im not happy at all . Dont cheer me up, cause it's useless . Well, I just realise . Things changes, w/out me relising it . Laugh* Silly me ? Don bother to explain, you wont know . How I ever fell, you dont knw right ? How to pretend that you love me, when you actually, dont love me at all, but her... And I gotta be the one tolerating, why ? Fair ? I dont think so uhs .