Back to post, sorry for not posting these few days. Quiite tiiriing,

and had been stayiing late outsiide ~ Tues went for icecream work,

sales was GreatGreat ! Laughhss pls ~ Earn aroundd $135 ?

Still nt bad uhs ~ $18.80 each, woahhs ! LaughhsOutLoudd -.- Jiieet !

Was assiigned to 246 to 248 ~ Only 246 done :x Laughs*

After work, PasaMalam :x Bues34 home with Carmen ~

Slp aroundd midnight ii think ? Couldnt get to slp, wtf pls ? Siighs**

Wed wake up almost 12pm ~ Tiiredd ! Outing with Mama && Co. tiiredd pls !

Bag, $10 ~ Busiis, Orchardd, East Coast. Dinneer, fishball noodles -.-

Peanut house was quiite niice uhs ? Esp. hiis room, super cute !

Home around Thurs morning 7am ~ Super tiiredd pls !

wake up around 1pm, jiieeet ! Meet Aiai, then go her house ~

Last miin deciidedd to go E-Hub ~ Arcade, funfun ! Lols..

Rottiing at Beach, super hot & super tiiriing pls ! Siighhss*

Then went to the horse area, super smelly :x Laughhss**

Back to Downtown, then went iin to Lincoln Chalet, jiieeett !

Stoning inside th chalet, some playing cards, some PSP ~~

Then awhile more, BBQ ~ Ate abit then went to BK, lols..

Bought Sushi from E-Hub, then eat at BK. Home around 1o plus ~

Yang send me home, Thks. Was feeling down, super shagg.....

Home, bath. Scolded by Mom, expected... Tearedd, no one knows?

Couldnt get to slp, siighs* 1am, tearedd to slp. Really had enuff ~

Im feeling super down, and dont wiish to meet anyone, esp him....

Today iis th worst Friday ii ever had, yea? Sighs* I need time..

Sorry ppl, smth happen andd ii really dont noe wat to do.. Sighhs*

Dont ask me why, ii dont wish to say. Siighs* Im feeling super bad.

Baby, ii gotta say out. If you really love me, Shouldnt you respect me ? Let me go, ii need to be alone. Meanwhile, why dont you think ? Im always crying for you, why ? Do you really noe why ? Or rather, dont you think you should do smth abt it ? Im really tiiredd Boy. Sometiimes, ii bear wiith it, but Boy. Dont you think it's too much ? When iim feeling down, you are nt with me, it's fine, ii dont mind.. But rather than dat, you gif me more stress, wat's this ? Sighs* Do ii really deserve this ? If yes, then congrats to you, iim unhappy alrdy.. Im always gifing in to you, but you ? Did you really cherish those chance, did ever think of changing urself ? Sorry to say, ii feel as if iim locked in a cage. I understand that we need time to be together, but wat abt my friends? I really dont get it... Im happy that you can sacrifice ur bros, and spend most of your time with me. But iim sorry, iim nt you, ii cnt do dat ~ Why cnt you understand ? Yah, you can say you are selfish, but wat did you do ? You diidnt show anything better.. Everybody iis siding you, wat about me? Nobody understand me.. It's not fair.. I dont blame you for this, it's nt ur fault.. I only feel dat it's unfair. Sometimes ii wonder, shd we really be together? Ending, will it be gd ? I dont wiish to be lik this too. But, ur action iis totally diff.. You can say, but can you do ? Did you ever try.. I dont noe, really. Maybe we shall seperate 1st bahs.. Im sorry ~ I've broken promises.. But to me, my promises iis alrdy useless. You dont haf to stay by promise. Because, ii didnt. Sorry to leave you. Sorry to hurt you.. Hatred, Anger, all towards me, it's fine. I've my punishment, hurted deeply.. And it will continue till ? I dont noe . Because ii love you, ii haf to let go.. You ?