Goodbye East View :*(

From the first time I enter EVSS when Im sec one, Im lost . Just like a little girl, walking to somewher she didnt enter before . Turning left and right, everyone is a stranger to me . Till I met this group of girls, turn out to be my cliques, accompanying me through these years . Althought we had quarrel, but it makes our friendship much stronger . We starts to understand things, and we learnt new things from each others . Nlvl exams was alrdy tough enough . But, we managed to be promoted to Sec5 . We haf fun, in class 501 ! Everyone was so united like a big big family ~ Till 2008, it's the last lap we gonna run together . We studied hard, of cause play hard as well . And the major exams, Olvl drove us really mad . Today, 12January . The day we got our result, kept us waiting for months, making everybody unable to sleep at night . Heart beating super fast, for just that slip of paper . Calling upon yr name, walk infront to collect yr result, that paper of grades . Today, I got my olvl result . Yes, I got 37 for L1B4 . Laugh and jeer for all you want, I feel so sucks too . What am I doing, what kinda shitty result I had . Im just wasting parents money, and my own youth/time . I shd have went up to ITE last yr, idiot ! Im studying like hell, everyday . I tried my best to study everyday, dont know ask, and this is the kinda result I got, stupid me . No poly willing to accept me, cause my result totally sucks to hell . Even Bibi scored better then me, Im so dumb ! My brain was totally went blank when I got the paper, totally lost . Didnt know where else can I go, and I only know how to cry at that moment . Yea, this may be part and parcel of life . But, it's too sudden . Thinking back, I was still deciding on which Poly course should I enter, dreaming about which school should I enter . Come on, it's just a dream idiot . I even dreamt of gettin L1R4 16, look how silly I am ! Im sorry to say, Im not okay at all ~ Dont ask about my result if you gonna laugh at me, cause Im tearing and bleeding.... Fucker ! Yes, Im leaving this school name East View Secondary . Althought sistership no longer thr, it's okay . As long as I remembered those memories, that's enough . You guys gonna take care, alright ? Sorry Dear, please understand me . And promise to stay by me, alright ? :*(

EXCITED !

OHMYGOD ! Im awake at 10am :x I couldnt get to sleep ytd night, 4am then sleep ! Hurhur ~~ Now off to prepare, hurhur ! Im still super scare :(