I understand..

Back from one boring day of mine ! Well, today sleep till around 12pm ? At least my sleeping time should be balanced now ? Laughs . But, still dont really feel like eating ~ Went to downstair with Mommy, bought only Longan Ice . Really dont feel like eating anything ! Anyway, went to Shop & Save ~ Mommy didnt buy much things, cause didi wasnt there to help her take :x Back home, used the computer for the whole day ! Suppose to acc him to cut hair, but something cropped up ~ So I stayed home... Well, tmr gonna meet Yvonne & Ervin ! Long time nvr meet them ~ Gonna go catch a movie I guess ? Laughs, think it's gonna be fun :D Okay, im too bored at home . Watching those taiwan drama that I've watched before, I totally forgotten what's the ending like althought I've watched before ! Laughs . Ohmygod, I want my time table to be out as soon as possible man ! But im sure it's not gonna be a good one, cause having lesson on friday is already spoiling mood ~ Laughs, this is the disadvantage of having a good time table previously ! Sweet then sour, hope it's not ~ Alrights, Im done with blogging ! Sleep, I hope I'll be able to then ~ Laughs .

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你知不知道, 我有多爱你...

Be Strong Girl .

Well ! Im back from a few long days I had ~ Yeaps, Im back from the he's father wake . Anyway, ytd stayed overnight at there . Together with Peanut & Leonard ! Well, he's much better I can say . And, my plan on calling the others consider success ? But, it's abit cropped up ~ But nvm, it's over anyway ! Met up with Evon & L.Simin . Headed to the wake 1st, after that went to meet the others ! Well, he's too busy to chat with them I guess ? And, around 9plus they headed off le ~ Left me, waiting for Mommy to reach . But, around 11pm she heads off home ! Im alone sitting at one table, totally like -.- All the way till he's free, then chatted around . Was playing cards with them & his cousin ~ Peanut was laughing like nobody business man ! Was playing this game Bluff ~ Ohmygod, Im totally lousy at it ! That's why I won, cause I cant lie bout the cards . And they dont trust me, keep catching me ! Instead of being caught, they took the whole stack of cards ~ Laughs . Playing till around 4am ? Leonard, me & him went to eat Prata ! Im not eating much recently, seriously . I eat less than a meal one day, and the moment I eat smthg, I feel like vomitting... Totally -.- ! Back to the wake, around 7am the rest left ~ Waited for his mom to cook breakfast for his dad, then went up his house to sleep . Didnt sleep, couldnt get to sleep at all ! Wanted to tag along with them to the ceramation, but smthg cropped up ~ So didnt went along, around 1pm headed back home ! Was so damn tired, bath & headed to sleep ~ Around 4pm, Limhwee came my house . Well, while he's playing L4D I went to sleep again ! So damn sorry man xD Laughs ! Around 6 plus, went to sleep till 10pm ~ And here I am posting blog :DD Well, Im free from work ! All the way till next Tuesday ~ Enjoy while I can ! Cause the school gonna start so damn soon ~ And ohya, my result was more than what I expect man ! I got 3.5 for my GPA ~ Well, Im just lucky okays ! Im feeling hungry man, but I would really vomit if I eat smthg.. This morning ate porriage, ate a few mouthful only Im so damn full already ~ He also, both of us feel so unwell ! But well, at least his father thingy is over now ? Hope things will get better for his family ~ Alrights, Im going to sleep again ! Gonna sleep while I can, if not I wont be able to sleep ~ I've been having this problem of getting alseep ! My leg is so super weird, it's sour xD Making me unable to sleep well ! That's why Im so damn tired... Alrights, byeeeeeeee !



谁能明白我有多爱你 ?

XGBFF !

Im back posting ! Ytd went out with XGBFF ~ Well, we totally place our cleverness at hopme ! Laughs, two idiots went out ~ Anyway, headed to White Sand and took Neoprints ! So damn funny, we didnt realise that the time is running out ~ Left 6sec, was too late for us to design xD Totally like, ohmygod ! Laughs . Anyway, headed to beach and chit-chat session starts ! Well, talking bout the past ~ How many stupid things we did, should this and should that ! It's all too late man ~ Yea, bitching with this silly girl ! Mood was quite alright still ? Headed to Grandma house, ohmygod.. They asking me bout his father thingy, and my tears like couldnt control ? Well, around 8pm headed to the wakes with Mommy & Daddy . He look so unwell man, it's so heart breaking see-ing him like this ? Chat for awhile, hope he's better ! Just told him, he gotta be strong ~ Anyway, couldnt sleep for that night ! Called him and chatted with him till 7am ? At least he's not alone, if not he'll be thinking bout this and that ! Alright done, Im going to work :DD




整个画面都是你 (:

Singing Competitions !

Hey yea ! Im back posting :D Laughs . Yups, ytd was Mommy & Daddy's singing competitions !
Well, it was quite a great oneeee ! Was busy helping mommy with her hair & make up ~ Laughs .
Her attire was totally so nicee xD And, look young ~ Daddy is so tense every competition ! Laughs .
But after competition he's so so different ! Anyway, the competition was quite a fun onee ?
Daddy got 2nd place in the individual part ~ And for the duel, they got 6th ! Not bad already uhs ~



Being a camera girl was my job too ! Laughs ~ Well, at least it's fun ! It's not boring :DD
Didi was the video-cam guy ~ Helping them to video their performance, laughs ! So busy ~
Mommy performance was not bad, but she's too tense ! And she forget lyrics, abit wasted xD
She's dissapointed too ~ But nvm, it's a good experience right ? Next time try harder :DD



Well, after that headed to 201 for dinner ~ Daddy's friend treat, he got championn ! How good ~
Anyway, walked home after the dinner ! With the trophy they won ~ Each me & bros take one !
Totally, feel so honoured xD Laughs, althought not I sing but I feel proud :D So silly ah xD



Took one photo with the trophy, so happy ! Laughs, im so kiddy mann ~ Anyway, back home bath !
Such a tiring day for me ~ Well, but at least I enjoyed :DD ! Went down for supper with didi ~
Together with Mommy's singing mate ! They are so damn cute & friendly, seriously man !
Went home around 12.30am ? Headed straight to bed, so damn tiring ~ Working later on, zZz ~
Totally no mood for work already ! Hmmm, just gotta act as if nthg happen thens ?




你要坚强, 好吗?

我要坚强...

Hellos ! Short updates alrights ? Cause gotta prepare for work soon soon soon :DD Ytd work again ~
Well, nthg much I guess ? People ther are friendly, everytime work with different people, laughs !
And dinner, Yang came and acc me :D Big thanks to him, if not I'll be alone eating dinner again xD
After work, around 10pm headed home ! Tiring day everytime I end work, leg will be so damn pain ~
And, waited for Mommy to take away food for me, Im hungry in the middle of the nights, ohmygosh !
Im gonna grow fat this way man ? Nvm, one day 2 meals for me would be enough already, no more ~
Okay ! Gotta go prepare for work, 4pm again ~ Tmr one more day, & Sunday I'll get to rest :DD




不管发生什么事, 我要坚强..
惠欣听好, 不准哭?

Picnic :D

YuppYupp ! Tuesday headed out with Yvonne & Ervin :DD Planned picnic, and the location @ Vivo ~
Reach there and started chatting away ! While enjoying the food :D I prepared sandwiches again ~
And, they prepare crabmeat, hotdog & Greentea :DD Shared our past time stories, laughing away !
The food was almost half finished, and we started to get bored already xD Photo taking session :D



After that went walking around ~ Walking around Vivo, here & there again & again, boring uh xD
Received Deston phone call, he's coming to find us :DD While waiting for him, walk around again ~~
Yups, when he reached ! Walk out of vivo, and went to the open area for kids ~ Take photo againn :DD
Both Deston & Ervin become our photographer ! Laughs ~ Help us take photos, from different angle xD



Big thanks to Deston, he's my photographer for the day ! And the kids are running around us :x
Lastly, took a group photo before we leave the playground ! Laughs, seriously funny when we take photo !
There's one, need balancing on both side ~ We were was shouting & screaming when we play that :x
Damn paiseh ! But nvm, all kids ~ They wouldnt know what are we doing either, yeah xP Laughs ~



Headed to Toy 'R' Us after that ~ Took quite many photos inside the shop, but only upload a few !
There's more at facebook :DD ! After that, headed to Bugis Fushion they played pool, totally ~
Me & Yvonne very quiet ~ Cause the environment damn..... Anyway, we were damn quiet there !
All the way till they end their game, walk out of there then we started talking loudly, laughs ~



After that went to MU-EE ! Bought this cute little handphone chain, with a small handphone :DD
I bought white & Yvonne got silver :D So damn cute & nice mannn ! But, price to pay !
After that, walk awhile and then headed home ! Thanks Deston for sending me home, a good guy :D
Back home, damn tired and went to sleep early ~ Cause working 12pm the next day, which is today ~



Today went to work at 12pm ! Was quite alright uh ? People there was friendly, and funny too :DD
Was stocking up those things, quite relax ! But my shoe is giving me big problem, damn pain man ~
Not gonna wears that tmr ~ And work till 4pm, Yang & Xinyi came :DD ! Chatting away, laughs ~
Till 8pm, I go home liaos :DD ! Left the 2 working till 10pm ~ Tmr, Im working 4pm till 10pm ~
How boring it is ! They wouldnt be working tmr ~ And, they are working for the last week already !
Nvm, Im used to being alone nowadays ! Im independence okay :DD Well, I think it's normal yea ?
Done with this long post, byeeeeeeeeeeeee ! Off to sleeep, nights (:

Random !

1. A man won’t let go if he really loves you.
Do not hold on to someone who has let go of you. He does not love you and does not value having you. Believe me, he will not let go if he really loves you. There is another reason he is not willing to tell.

2. Do not look for reasons why he ended the relationship.
There is only one reason why he ended your relationship. He just does not love you. Don't waste time thinking of reason ! Move on and be open to a man who will truly love you.

3. Do not get hang up on your past.
Do not distrust your current boyfriend just because your ex hurt you. Do not treat him or the relationship the same way. Do not compare. He will not react the same way as your ex. Do not be worried that your simple mistakes will cause him to look for another girl. What happened with your ex was not your fault. It was not because you didn’t guard him enough or you didn’t make him happy enough.

4. Do not look into images.
How many times have you met a girl who didn’t have the best image in school or at the office, but you get to know the girl and found out she was actually extremely nice? Do not rely on images. Oftentimes, it is far from reality. Do not fear men just because your “supposedly” perfect ex-boyfriend mistreated you.

5. Always have your own set of rules.
Set your limits on how far you’d go for a guy. It’s perfectly ok to give and do everything as long as it’s worth it. And it’s worth it if the guy is treating you right.

6. Do not be scared to lose him.
Don’t be scared that he’ll break up with you. Once you are afraid of losing him, you easily can be taken advantage. Be strong and if something is unacceptable, do not accept it and speak up.

7. Avoid calling your guy.
It’s a guy thing. The relationship will definitely be better if it’s the guy who’s calling, not the girl. He will get tired of you if you keep on calling. He will lose interest and challenge. More so, he will get annoyed. But it’s a girl thing also that your fingers get too itchy until you dial his number. But avoid as much as possible. Call only if really needed (like checking if your suspicions are reasonable).

8. There is a guy who will value you.
There is a guy out there who can make you feel valued, appreciated, and loved. And I mean, not just during your first few weeks together. So don’t lose hope. Don’t settle for a lesbian if you are not attracted to women. There is a man out there who can love you like a girl can. Also, do not believe him when he says it’s just the way he really is. He’s not the sweet or expressive-type. Remember during your first few weeks together? Where has that sweet guy gone? He simply is not that into you anymore.

9. Always be the only one, no matter what.
Do not ever fall for a guy who has another girl, be it his wife, girlfriend, or any girl that he says he just can’t get rid of for whatever reason. If you truly believe that he loves you and for some reason, he can’t leave or let go of another girl, then you are no different from any ordinary mistress.

10. He must respect you.
No matter how long the relationship has been, he should always show respect towards you.

11. If he fooled you, end it.
Philandering once is enough. You can never trust nor respect the person again.

12. Never start a relationship the wrong way.
Do not steal another girl’s man, for whatever reason. Nor should you enter a relationship for the wrong reasons (loneliness, on the rebound, getting back at your ex, man-dependency, etc.) it is bound not to last. You will only end up wasting more years of your life.

13. Do not force yourself into a relationship.
Do not get into a relationship just because your friends are getting impatient with your dating escapades and the one hasn’t come yet. Do not choose who to say yes to based on superficial things like money, looks, cars, etc.. If you are even thinking of these things, you have not fallen in love yet.

14. Do not settle.
If you are not happy anymore with your relationship, break up instantly. He will not stay with you forever no matter how upright he might seem to be. Eventually, he will also want love and happiness in his life.

15. A relationship has to have love.
Love is the only thing that will push you to give your efforts into making the relationship work. And believe me, keeping a relationship requires genuine efforts of both parties.

16. Don’t be afraid to be single.
It’s fun to be single, try it. You can go out whenever and wherever you want. You are free. You can date whomever you want and you get to go out for free! Do not get a boyfriend just for the sake of having one. Do not settle.

17. Be a good girl.
Be a good girl to attract a good guy. Enter the relationship with sincere intentions. Take the guy and the relationship seriously with the plan of spending the rest of your life with that person (of course, this is after you had your bit of fun in your younger years). If you compare your flings from your real relationships, you will know that the latter makes you happier and more fulfilled.

18. Love without limits.
Whether you loved and gave everything or loved but held out for some things, if the relationship ends, you still get hurt. But if you gave your everything, you were happy and you could say that it was worth it. If you didn’t give your all, you get hurt for nothing.

19. You will get over him.
Love is over-stated. Love eventually ends and you are free to love another.

20. Be the one.
Act like you are the one. Don’t be a nagger. Don’t hinder his gimmicks. Don’t give in to him too easily. Make him treat you as important. Don’t be easy. Don’t be like every other girl he had in his life.

Nice day for me ?

Im back posting ! Sorry, no photos bout ytd ~ Cause Im working ! Well, was quite alrights for me :D
Anyway, reached White Sand around 3plus ! And, I got my uniform already ~ Lucky, it's just right !
Started working, lucky Yang & Xinyi was working too ! If not I'll be damn shy & quiet xD
Packing stocks and chatting away with them ! Quite a slacking job, but gotta walk round & round ~
Dinner was alone, cause not enough people working . So, gotta take turns for our breaks, okok lahs ?
Quite funny, I saw one uncle sitting on a chair . And the chair break ! Damn funny, @ kopitiam man !
Yupp, and around 10pm close shop le ! Xinyi & Cat was fiddling with the cashier thingy, seems hard ~

So, me & yang left at 10.30pm ! Laughs, took bus 21 back home . Saw him at bus-stop, damn it !
He totally act as if he didnt see us, wtf man, so be it then ! Kinda pissed, but I think okay finee...
So, no point being so affected by him when he dont care at all ! On the way back home, silent !
Anyway, back home watch tv till 1am ? Could get to sleep till 2.30am, dont know why ? Laughs ~
Okay ! Im free from work for today & tmr :D But from wed till sat gonna work constantly xD
Today gonna go visit Khayrul @ Hospital ! Hope he'll get well soon :D And tmr Picnic with Yvonne ~
There goes my off day ! Laughs ~ Anyway, gonna go prepare soon ! Meeting Yang& Leo @ 4pm, Tamp :D

Long day !

Yeahh ! Im back already :DD Had a super long day out ytd ! A enjoyable one too :D Laughs*
Meet up with Ervin & Yvonne ~ Ervin was late ! So he treated the both of us drinks xD Funny ~
And yups, went walking around Suntec City ~ Laughing and joking around ! Took photos too .



Till around 5 plus Des came along too ! Headed to eat KFC for dinner ~ And, walk around again !
Took quite alot alot of photos . Just posted some nicer one ! Cause kinda troublesome xD
In and out of esplanade, and nearby ! The scenery was really nice, and of cause we took photos ~
Actually wanted to go clubbing, but Ervin still not age ! And, our attire is so in-appropriate xD
Couldnt think of whr to go... Sit around, trying to waste time away ! But still, it's early !



10pm, no where else to go ! Decided to go home, but when we get in the platform, change our mind again ~
Last minute decided to go Kbox ! Yup, took MRT to cineleaisure then ~ Big thanks to the guys :D
Me & Yvonne kinda broke already :x So, the guys helped us pay for the Kbox fees ! Thanks mannn !
Ask bout the Part-Time job, and they are hiring ! Filled up form, and interview at the next day 8pm ~



Sing till 6am ! Took the first train back home, everyone was so damn tired already man, sleepy look ~
Thanks Deston for sending me home :DD ! And we chatted quite alot ~ This and that, him & her xD
All the way till my house, ate breakfast at the coffee shop nearby ! More energetic, but still tired ~
Back home, right away went to sleep ! Till 12pm, the air-con man is too noisy & I cnt sleep !



Prepared myself and went to Tamp with Mommy & Didi ! Mommy disallow me working in Kbox ~
Kinda sian-ed ! But, I have the Guardian job already . So, nvm bah ? She's worried I guess, Laughs .
Bought 3 white tees, some needed for working tmr ! Im gonna work 4pm till 11pm I think ? Woohoos !
Finally I gets to work . I wonder how is it like to work in Guardian ? And, Im abit scare xD
But nvm ? I'll be able to see Yang tmr :DD Working together, I wonder how is it like ? Laugh !
Off to sleep, Im sneezing away cause I dont have enough sleep ! Bye my readers :DD

生日快乐!

Happy 14th Birthday Boy :DD

Hey didi ! Happy Birthday to you . No present for you, sorry ah xD
Hereby wishing you all the best, for everything ! Esp, relationship :D
Enjoy your kbox trip with your friends & once again happy 14 birthday !