Now I know, it changes...

Hahah, for both Thursday & Friday, went to Huisa's Chalet . Hmm, happy or sad ? I cnt describe well, cause my mood changes now . And and and, Im running out of patience nowadays, really ! They are using those professional camera, but mine is jus lik, cheap ? I feel awkard uhs, didnt even dare to bring my camera out . Hmmm, Im getting worst ! Dont knw why, maybe cause everything is changing, so do I ? Anyway, stayed overnight at the chalet till today morning . Poor James, gotta pack the things & clear up before checking out . Left the chalet with Shangfen 1st, haha ! Both of us are seriously lazy to bus home, so intended to cab . But in the end, bus home :x

Okay, today is valentine day !

HAPPY VALENTINE EVERYONE :D !

I actually intended to stay at home, but that's aint my style uhs ? Haha, headed out with XGBFF & friends today ! I thought it's gonna be weird, but it isnt uhs ? Hahah, anyway ! Meet XGBFF & her friend, Lu . Headed to Tampines Stadium for RBC ! Meet her another friend too, weilun . Then eat eat eat, and i broke record :x I only ate 3 plate ! Haha, it's not normal me ~ Anyway ! Headed to town and walk around ~ It's not really weird, cause they quite friendly ? Walking on the streets, see alot of couple around . Girls with roses on their hand, OHMYGOD . Totally, envy !

Blablabla ~ Slack around Heeren & headed home with XGBFF, with bus 518 ! Chatting with XGBFF, about alot . Her, him, and even them . Anyway, time really will shows everything uhs ? It's seriously true, zZz ! Anyway, no time for those nonsense . Times gonna fly and me, gonna start school . And most imptly, new friends ! Hahah ~ 1more hour, and valentine day gonna be over ! Hahaha, sound so evil :x

And And And ! Both 5th aunt & 7th aunt will help me book chalet on my birthday ! HAHAHA . Im so happy, cause the previous post spoil my mood . I thought I couldnt celebrate my 18 birthday ~ Cause mommy dont want me to . I didnt know that someone is so guilty, thinking that im saying her, zZz ! Wah, seriously ah .

HIGH HIGH INTO THE SKY !

HELLO ! My mood today is, high high high & low low low :x Hahah . Blabla ! Wake up earlier then the past few days, cause mommy wake me up, zZz ! But it's okay, I still have time to settle my phone bill ~ Withdraw $200 for mommy, & $40 for me . Left $1000 in my bank :( Hurhur ! Reach thr, mood like quite weird ? Lalala, lunch together with Eve & Guowei, hahah ~  They are funny pleasee . Guowei knows my name, suprise ! Went to TM for lunch, Chicken Rice ! Hahah, Eve treat me, THANK YOU :DD Anyway, left with half an hour, zZz ! Walk around, while Eve trying to look for a slipper . Haha ~ But in the end, we bought nthg ! But only, HONEY MILKTEA . Hahah, once again she pay ~ Really thanks ah !  Jean didnt come today again, zZzZzZz ~ When is she coming back ? Anyway ! Today home early again, hahaha ~ Super great ! Went to Popular, again :x Bought 3 books, $8 plus only ! Headed home then, alone .. Reach home, watch tv ! Tmr is Thursday, means I can go off on-time ! Cause I request, tmr is Huisa 21st Birthday celebration ~  And ya, I thought ah . Isnt 18yrs old a big deal ? Then I realise, actually it's nothing . 18 years old only, no big deal ! So that's what my mom says, ther's isnt a need to celebrate a 18yrs old Birthday, IT'S WASTING TIME !

ONE MORE MONTH TO MY BIRTHDAY, MARCH 11.
SO WHAT, 18 YEARS OLD ONLY, THAT'S WHAT MOMMY SAYS :(

Im loving my life now :)

Today work ended quite early ! Hahahah, all three banks end early ~ In fact, SCB is the last to finish :x Hurhur ! Okayokay . Jean didnt attend work again, zZz ! Girl, think properly. Is this the only choice for you to choose ? I dont think so ah uhs. You asked for advise, and we gave. But you are avoiding it. Think carefully, it's a matter of life.  Anyway ! Work was bored, cause account again -.- Lunch, alone ! Well, I think Im starting to life on my own uhs ? That's good girl :x Hahaha, like idiot ! Blablabla ~ And Im in love with HONEY MILKTEA ! ! Hahaha ~ And I drink, sucking the jelly too :x Blabla ! Work ended around 7 ? Super early I swear ~ Leave with Shirley, ohmygod ah ! She's a good person, I MUST SAY . Hahah, but we got same character, we are impatience !  Hahaha ~ Acc her go buy 4D, then bus home . Reach home around 7.45pm ? Hahah, very early ! Today I'll get to see the 9pm series, hohoh ~ Tmr wed, I love wed ! Cause got fruit, hahah :x Kinda lame, but I love working now ! Byeeeeeeee ~

PS:You dont understand my situation. Im the center person, you know?

It's time to let go, my dear ?

Hahahah, Im back back back ! Sunday went to 7th Aunt house ~ Quite bored actually . Till SBB & LH came, haha . Chit-Chatting about our FirstLove, & Of cause 1st Kiss :x Hahah, SBB's is boring, zZz ! LH's still not bad ~ Hahah, I love chatting with them ! Super fun & interesting, I love them :DDD Okayokay !  Played BlackJack with Uncle & Of cause Cousins ~ Ohmygod please, I got straights 7 ! But only pay like normal, zZzZzZz ~ Anyway, & I got 2Ace, & Of cause Blackjack ~ Huisa's BF more lucky ! He started playing with 90cents, and end with $9 ! Hahaha, heng right ~ Well, headed home around 10 plus ? 6th Unlce brought us home, thanks :DDD  Anyway, today ! Work was alright ? Keyed account for the whole day, zZzZz ! And, lunch alone today ~ Cause Jean not feeling well, due to (....) ! Hahaha :x Ate mac, then stomach pain :( But work ended early ~ Hahah, cabb together with Lucy & Xuemei, thanks ah !  Meet Yazi, haha . Chat with him, and he scolded me, due to some reason :x Anyway, I wont repeat le la ! Supid duck, make me cry :x Lalalala ! Slack with them till 12am I think ? Chatting with YongTeck too, hahaha ~ We shall find one day and meet up uhs ! Jus lik before :DD And cabbed home alone ~~

Goodbye, shitty liars...

 

Yup , those are the things I once did for him . But now I swear , Im not gonna do this kinda of stupid thing for this kinda person anymore .. He lied , to me . And it's about the most impt thing ? Im jus lik a idiot , or rather a clown !? So be it then , Im gonna stop uhs ? I dont know why , I feel so annoyed & disturbed .

I know he doesnt love me anymore , but (S..Y...) ! I've expected alrdy uhs . But Im feeling so bloody sucks now ! He say he've given up on me since we end, then why ask me wait !? Hais , I've expected alrdy . But why am I still so upset now :( I feel so terrible, lik a fool .

Im feeling super super bloody bloody down now ! Dont ask me how am I , if you do treat me as friend . Cause I dont wanna teared again ~ And (.....) , laugh for all you want ! Go ahead and jeer me . I dont mind , cause we are no longer friend . Im really letting you go , since you dont love me . Dont come back and say you do , cause I dont trust you anymore . And , you lied ! Sorry , we cnt be friends . Cause you're not worth .

Singing makes me smile :)

GROUPS !


ZHIZHONG !


LIMHWEE !


SIMBAONAN, SBB !


SHANGFEN :DD


ME ME ME !


SUPER RANDOM ~~

I took hours to post this entries uhs ! Hahah , total uploaded 48 photos ~ Which is only half the photo taken yesterday ! Hahah ~ Anyway , ytd went to Party world with Cousin ! Super super happy ~ Hah , at least they cheered me up *smiles* Anyway ! Meet LH & SBB on bus , then bus to Loyang Point . Supposely , we can reach thr on time . BUT , we missed stop .

Well , decided to take Bus 3 back . And while we walk to the bus stop , the bus just left ! (......) Haha ! So waited for another Bus 3 to arrived ~ And we reach thr , meet SF & started to sing ! 1st song , ShowLuo's song ~~ Sang GaoXiao, WoSheBuDe ! Blablabla ~ And one bigbig thing happen ! I DROP MY CAMERA ON THE FLOOR ! Totally , *teared* ! Hurhur ~ Anyway , they still cheered me up !

Hahah , after that headed to E-hub ! Was thinking of what to eat , everyone's hungry ~ Went to Subway ! Nicenicenice ~ Headed to Beach after that , wind super cold pleasee ! Hurhur ~ Last minute decided to watch movie ! Hahah , so bus back to Tampines GV ~ Watch All's Well End's Well 2009 ! Quite alright uhs , then abit boring :x Hahah ! After that , headed home ~ And , lights off !