Goodbye East View :*(

From the first time I enter EVSS when Im sec one, Im lost . Just like a little girl, walking to somewher she didnt enter before . Turning left and right, everyone is a stranger to me . Till I met this group of girls, turn out to be my cliques, accompanying me through these years . Althought we had quarrel, but it makes our friendship much stronger . We starts to understand things, and we learnt new things from each others . Nlvl exams was alrdy tough enough . But, we managed to be promoted to Sec5 . We haf fun, in class 501 ! Everyone was so united like a big big family ~ Till 2008, it's the last lap we gonna run together . We studied hard, of cause play hard as well . And the major exams, Olvl drove us really mad . Today, 12January . The day we got our result, kept us waiting for months, making everybody unable to sleep at night . Heart beating super fast, for just that slip of paper . Calling upon yr name, walk infront to collect yr result, that paper of grades . Today, I got my olvl result . Yes, I got 37 for L1B4 . Laugh and jeer for all you want, I feel so sucks too . What am I doing, what kinda shitty result I had . Im just wasting parents money, and my own youth/time . I shd have went up to ITE last yr, idiot ! Im studying like hell, everyday . I tried my best to study everyday, dont know ask, and this is the kinda result I got, stupid me . No poly willing to accept me, cause my result totally sucks to hell . Even Bibi scored better then me, Im so dumb ! My brain was totally went blank when I got the paper, totally lost . Didnt know where else can I go, and I only know how to cry at that moment . Yea, this may be part and parcel of life . But, it's too sudden . Thinking back, I was still deciding on which Poly course should I enter, dreaming about which school should I enter . Come on, it's just a dream idiot . I even dreamt of gettin L1R4 16, look how silly I am ! Im sorry to say, Im not okay at all ~ Dont ask about my result if you gonna laugh at me, cause Im tearing and bleeding.... Fucker ! Yes, Im leaving this school name East View Secondary . Althought sistership no longer thr, it's okay . As long as I remembered those memories, that's enough . You guys gonna take care, alright ? Sorry Dear, please understand me . And promise to stay by me, alright ? :*(

EXCITED !

OHMYGOD ! Im awake at 10am :x I couldnt get to sleep ytd night, 4am then sleep ! Hurhur ~~ Now off to prepare, hurhur ! Im still super scare :(

Long Post :x

Wednesday
. Working, zZz !
. Lunch with Doris & Lucy ~
. Watermelon Juice, doris treat !
. Back to work ~
. Check Cheques, again !
. Headed home early, haha ~
. Then went to Xy chalet :D
. Chat with Auggy & Duck !
. Headed home around 3am ~
. Cabbed home with Bibi & Min ~
. Next day work :(

Thrusday
. Headed work, tired !
. Then work work work .
. Lunch with Jean & Couin ~
. Kinda weird, hahah :x
. Ate NasiLemak ! Hahah ~
. Back to work, tired ~
. After work headed to chalet !
. Meet Bibi then go (:
. Chat together with the rest ~
. Cabbed home with Juan&Dino !
. 3am then sleep, zZz...

Friday
. Work, super tired please !
. Headache, zZz !
. Blablablablablabla ~
. 7plus, headed home !
. Almost sick, zZz..
. Sleep early, much better !

Saturday
. Wake up around 12 plus ~
. Ate porriage, zZz !
. Around 4 plus headed out ~
. Went to Tampines, PasaMalam !
. Bought NewYear Clothings ~
. Went to Simei then !
. Meet Juan, walk around ~
. Dinner @ 823 !
. Attitude aunty, zZz !
. Around 11plus headed home .
. Couldnt get to sleep ~
. Look at Poly Course !
. Written down, then sleep .

Sunday
. Bedok 216 for Breakfast !
. Ate Pork Minced Noodles (:
. Walk around, then leave thr .
. Headed to Bedok Temple !
. Pray hard for tmr result :(
. Now at home !
. Piano lesson, haha !
. XGBFF & JK currently at my house !
. Tmr result, diediedie ~
. Dont call and ask me :x

I realise .

. Work at 9am :(
. Today 2 big bags !
. I do watermark today !
. zZz, super tired pls ~
. Lunch with Jean, caifan !
. Super nice, we took only 15min -.-
. Walk back to office, slack & chat .
. Back to office, 10 more mins ~
. Hack it and back to work !
. Dozing off I swear, zZz ..
. Handphone no battery !
. Super bored, and moodless ~
. Went home around 7.30pm, haha !
. SCB went home early today ~
. Bus home alone, 291 !
. Then I realise smthg .
. Family are really impt !
. And I swear one couple,
. at the age of 50 plus ?
. Still very loving pleasee ~
. Seriously, I miss them :(
. Wallpaper on my phone now,
. not gonna mention !
. But I how I wish uhs,
. things will change for better .
. Tmr chalet, hahahaha ~


Maybe your're right ?

Tired :*(

. Work at 9am, zZz !
. Saw XGBFF, heading to school :DD
. 4bags of work, double then normal !
. Till 11pm then back to key amount .
. Lunch at 11.30pm with Jean ~
. Bought Tori, FourLeave !
. Super full, but she still hungry -.- !
. Continue keying, zZz ~
. Keyed all Account today !
. Blablabla, chat and craps ~
. One-day Crew, Jessica .
. Anyway, ate bread, continue keying .
. Till SCB finished Account,
. help OCBC, blablabla !
. Work till 10.30pm I think ?
. Leave office with Jean .
. Bibi called me, guess what ?
. He appear infront of me !
. I got Pocky & Lolipop from him :D
. Bus home with Bibi, hahah ~
. Now back home, hehe !
. Tmr work, again, zZzZzZz...
. Wed & Thurs Chalet :DDD
. Doris allow me to early release !

Window Shopping ~

. Wake up around 11plus !
. Prepared myself, meet min :D
. MRT to CityHall, Penisular !
. Walk around, nthg to see :x
. Headed to Bugis then !
. Eat Mcdonald, super nice !
. Cause super hungry :x
. Anyway, head to Bugis Junction !
. No where to go, back to Tamp :x
. Went to Pasamalam, bought food !
. Then headed home, bus 291 ~
. Chatting with Jiahan, haha :x
. Lavender = Calender !?
. Laugh like hell with Jiahan !
. Anyway, home alone after that :(
. Which is now ! Hurhur ~
. Bibi wanna bring me to G7 !
. Somedays ? zZz ...
. Tmr work, super sian !

Im So Tired :(

. Wake up around 11 pm, zZz !
. Ate magee mee, didi cook for me :D
. Rest awhile, watch tv !
. Waited for mommy to be back ~
. Ate Pancake, then sleep :x
. Wake up around 6 plus ?
. Prepared myself, went downstair !
. Meet XGBFF & Family (:
. Chat, and crap around !
. Watch the so-called 'Concert' !
. Quite fun & happy actually :DD
. Dinner @ Coffee shop !
. Back home, watch tv ~
. Stomach ache, :(
. Miss Bibi !
. Tmr shopping with Min !

The 50th Post !

. Almost late for work today !
. Mood aint that good :(
. Helped OCBC with typing amount .
. Lunch @ 12.30pm :DD
. Meet min & lunch @ TM ~
. Back to work, tired zZz !
. Abit quiet during work today :x
. Around 9.30pm leave office !
. Meet Bibi, FINALLY PLS :DD
. Walk from office till my house ~
. GOODBYE TO Bibi :(
. Bath and use computer :D
. Watching 不良笑花 now !
. Tmr house cleaning again -.-
. Night watch Daddy's concert !

Happy New Year :DDD

. Meet min for breakfast !
. Wore black for work :D
. Everyone in work does so !
. Chiong work till 1.30pm ~
. Without breal at all :(
. Ate together with Jean & Xuemei !
. Buffet provided by company :)
. Finish work at 4pm :DDDD
. Headed home and rest ~
. Flu aint getting better !
. And woman problems, zZz !
. Back home rest and bath ~
. Watch 不良笑花 again :D
. Headed to Damien house :x
. Kena pangseh :(
. Leave his hse, headed to 201 !
. Meet XGBFF & family :)
. Walk PasaMalam back to her hse .
. Ate Tealeave Egg :D
. Watch 霹雳 MIT @ XGBFF hse :D
. Ordered Canadian Pizza !
. Countdown for 2009 :DD
. Msg everyone, of cause Bibi too :D
. Continue watching 霹雳 MIT !
. Till 2am then lights-off :D
. Chat with XGBFFF till 4am :x
. And stayed overnight at her house !
. Wake up around 11pm :x
. Bath and went down for breakfast .
. Or rather Lunch I think !
. Headed home after that :DD
. Now home watching 不良笑花 !
. Super nice I swear :D
. Later going 6th Aunt hse ~
. Steamboat & Happy New Year :D
. WELCOME 2009 !

SICK :(

. Bread as breakfast !
. Having bad flu :(
. Checking cheques whole day !
. Lunch @ CS food junction :D
. Ate BanMian, no nice ~
. Almost late to punch in :x
. Continue checking cheques -.-
. Sms with Bibi <3
. Crapping with Jean !
. Went home earlier :x
. Bad flu still on :(
. Bought screen protector, zZz !
. Lousy brand, >.< !
. Headed home, sick ~
. Fish Soup for dinner :)
. Home, rest !
. Sleep now :DDD
. Tmr countdown !
. With ???