LETTING GO .

Im dead bead !
Working from 9am till 10pm :(
Off to sleep, byeeeeee .

Im letting go, everything .
It's very tired to hold on .

I WANTED YOU :(

Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cause we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I, I... I'm so sorry baby
But I, I... I gotta pack up and leave
But I, I'll always remember how we came close
... to being how I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
I wanted you

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

TMR WORK AGAIN :(

Im back posting again !

Friday night I did went out ! HAHAHA ~ Last min went out for supper again :DD ! RC was empty, so headed to coffee shop instead ~ Woahh, quite alot of peopl uhs ! Guess what, dion was thr too ! Suprise :x Hahah, anyway mood was kinda weid ? Cause very quiet ~ Till xy & yazi came back from geylang . Both of them seems so drunk uhs ? Hahaha, esp yazi ! He go scold the coffee shop uncle, poor uncle :( Hahaha, was chatting with xy, then awhile she went home ! I SAW CINDY THIA :DDD ! Hahah, I miss her lik hell pleaseeee ! Exchange number with her, cause we totally lost contact alrdy :( Well, was slacking at the pavilion under yazi house ! He's drunk pleasee ~

Sam send him home & we are getting bored ! My idea, sneak in the school :x Hahaha ~ Well, so we did sneak in . Min, heihei, sam & me ! Hahah, climb the fence in, ohmygod ! Jump down the fence, and I landed on floor with my butt >.< ! Hahah, walk in the school, ohmygod ! East View eh :x ! Hahaha, went to general office outside and they were smoking thr . Super cool pleaseee ! Went in to Gongshan too ! Blabla, was getting bored so went out ~ Climb fence again :x This time round a higher one ! But Im okay ! For min, haha . not okay at all ! Not gonna mention, but back to pavilion left alvin & auggy ! Went home around 4am ? Haha ! Sleep then :x

Hahaha, sat I finally get to sleep till late ~~ Wake up around 1pm, hahaha ~ Waited for mommy to be back together with my lunch, then headed to White sand with Min ~ Blablabla ! Pasa malam, haha ~ Cheap cheap things all thr ! Too bad I didnt bring much money :( Anyway, headed to popular and bought things we need . Then went to Pasa malam, Min bought a dress . Quite nice (: And guess what we saw, hello kitty pyjamas ! Sexy uhs ? Hor simin hor >.< !

Anyway ! Headed back to Tampines, and lucky we got shelter all the way to TM :D Went to pizzahut and fetch her sister . Popular again =.= Bought alot of paper, haha ! Gonna punch hold like mad I swear ~~ No where to go, headed home then ! Went up the lift with daddy, haha ! Mommy cook chicken rice, rice only ~ Plus other side dishes ! Hahah, I love home cook food pleaseeeeeeee ~ And and and, Im very bored at home ! Was doing my diary whole day ~ Very very bored, thought of sleeping . But if I sleep, sure till morning ! And I went supper with Min they all ~

1am then went out, cause mommy 1 plus then sleep . Sorry Dion ! He say he 1 plus heading home, I 1 plus then go :x Unable to see you thr ! Hahaha ~ Anyway, meet xy & vin at somewher, I dont knw whr >.< ! Blablabla ~ Headed back to School opposite de pavalion . Bought mashed potato for supper, haha ! Crapping & laughing away, cause I love to disturb yazi ! Hahaha, he's super funny ~~ But 2 plus he go home le ! Anyway, started to write diary :x Auggy trying to peep ! Haha, it's okay ~ Cause nothing much :x Blablabla ! Saw Junyu & his stead ~

4am, auggy cab us home ! Thanks ~ Super tiiredd I swear ! Today wake up around 11plus ~ Suppose to go out with Zhijie & co de ! But mommy dont let me go out today, tmr working ! Sorry zhijie, I know you sure very angry . Cause it's not the first time I lik this . Im sorry, I dont mean it . Blabla ! Tmr monday, working day again :( ! Hurhur ~~ And tmr OT sure will be very very late ! Cause alot people on MCs >.< ! Gonna prepare own lunch & dinner ~ Cause lunch only 30mins tmr :( And OT no dinner :x So gonna bring own food to eat ! Hope mommy can wake up tmr can prepare fried rice for me :DDD ~ Hahah, off to do diary ! Byeeeeeeeeee !

TAGS REPLIED :
Nicholas: Hahah, but you still knw my link ah ! Tag me with yr link too :D
XGBFF: IMY TOO ! Meet up soon pleaseeeeeeee ~
Audrey: You ma, I different leys ! I so poor :(
geovanni: Hahaha, weekdays only uhs !

WORK WORK WORK !

Hellos ! Im back posting alrdy :DDD Finally, it's friday and I dont have to get up at 8am tmr morning ! Hahahah, super happy ~~ Today was really really a good day ! I begin to like this job more and more ! A big big sorry to every readers in my blog ~ Leave you guys dissapointed with no post updated, sorry alright ! Cause Im way too tired to post my blog ! Hahah, and finally today Im free :DD



Yupyup, lunch gonna be alone everyday :( Quite pathetic actually ! But it's okay, I will takeaway food back to the office to eat ! At least Im not alone siting at the foodcourt eating, no way man ! Im not gonna do that, never ever please ~ It's so embrassing laaa ! Hurhur, think I spelled wrongly :x Hahah ! Anyway, ytd I eat KFC for lunch, super full pleasee ! Cause had been eating bread whole day for monday & tuesday, quite pathetic I swear ~ Hahah, and it's kinda sick ! Hahaha, today ate the japanese rice with chicken :DD Nice ! Hahah, together with Simin . She sneak out from office and come eat with me at the lockers there, seems pathetic uhs !



Attire today is Jeans and tees ! Hahaha, best man ~ I finally can anyhow choose my tees and wear to work like Im going out for shopping ! Hahaha, and today is really a good day ! I don knw why, maybe it's friday ? Hahaha ~ Well, in BCS iformation blablabla, ther's 3 bank, or rather 3 groups . DBS, OCBC & SCB . Im in the SCB, and simin is in the OCBC ! Hurhur, DBS sucks alright ~~ Let me say, everyday OCBC & SCB finished their work around 6plus, but yet we cant go home yet . All thanks to DBS ! They are taking their own sweet time and they wont appreciate at all ! People are sacrificing their working time to help them out, and those people in DBS are simply taking their own sweet time laa ! Buey pai seh uhs ~~ Retrenched so what :x Hahah ! That's all ! And I get to chat with those people in my group today ~~



Finally, after being mute for 4 day ! Today i finally laugh and joke with them ~ Hahah, that's the reason why Im loving this job more ~ Cause I get to chat, so I wont sleep ! Hahah, they keep call me meimei, mean sister in chinese . Quite funny, but I still answer them :x They knw my name actually -.- Hahah ! They keep gossip about people pleasee ! Hahah, think 1 day I'll become like them too ! Hahaha ~ Today ate LongJohn for dinner, haha ! Price go up alrdy ! And 20cents for a packet of tartar sauce ~ Ohmygod ~ I think I can go NTUC buy a whole bottle and bring it to Long John next ! Hahaha, then walk home, very hardworking hors :x Hahah, siian ma !



And now Im back home doing nothing ! Suppose to meet Simin & Auggy for supper de, but was cancelled ! Hurhur, gonna call mommy to take away some snacks for me ! Think Im growing fat soon soon soon ! Cause while working, they were saying that some of the staff wasnt so big size when they jus came in . Hahah, yup Im scare :x But I'll control alright :DDD No more tea snacks for me in office okays ! Monday gonna work OT, sure will be super late . Cause we have 2 MCs on monday, hurhur ! Hope monday, I wont blue :x Hahaha ! Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~ Blog done, diary turns >.<

TAGS REPLIED:

Geovanni: Hahaha, sorry ah ! Never tell you I change number :x Come find me must text me ! And try to find me around lunch time ma !

Nicholas: Huhs ? Tell you what ? Hahaha, text me :D

Audrey: Hahah, wanna relax no money leys ! Mus work 1st ah :D You no work ?

Veronica: Haha, Im fine :D You ? Busy working these few days ! Text me :D

SUPER TIRED ~

wo hui lai le :DDD !
Work was simply tiired tiired tiired ~~ Have lunch alone for mon & tue :( But today had lunch with simin, haha ! Finally, anyway super tiiredd & boredd ~ Cause keep on doing the same thing again and again ! Numbers all in my head, and some people are so stupid pleasee ~~ Place a cheque with $2 -.- Wthhells, waste our energy man ! Blablabla, but I learn something :DDD Althought I dont have any friends yet, but they are super nice (: We did talk, but not to the extent to chat ~ Cause all adults . Hahah, yang & yiqin tell me Im alrdy young adult :x But I look more lik a primary school girl !

Im off to sleep le ! Tmr 9.30am :(

TIRED :(

Im too tiired to post today !
Job was alright alright :DD
But lunch alone, Subway !
Tmr 9.30am, work alone :(
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 !

Hellos ! Im back, sorry for not posting alright ~~ Been busy for these few days ! Well, I catch this movie ytd night ! Ohmygod ah, it's really really nice I swear ~ How I wish I could find my Troy too >.< ! Laughs* I wanna watch HSM 1 & 2 too :DD ! Troy and Gabriella is really really loving pleaseeee, enviouss ! Hah :x



Blablabla ! Tmr Im starting work alrdy, ohmygod ~ Seriously, Im afraid of doing wrong things :x And I scare I too slow, blablabla ! Also scare people will scold me :x Hahah ! Afraid of everything ~~ Ohmygod ahh, Im so naggy ! Hor everybody ~ Anything ! I dont knw what to post on blog ~ Byeeeeeeeeee ! Starting work jiu wont post so often alrdy ~ Sorry !

TAGS REPLIED

Nicholas : Har ? What thing ? Laughs*

geovanni : hahah :x Quite difficult eh !

TAGS REPLIED !

Auggy: What did I lie :x Laughs*
Audrey: Hahah ! Cancelled le ~ Next week friday !
XGBFF: Will do soon :DDD !
geovanni: Hahah :x Last time ? Kinda same ba ..
evon: Okayokay, meet up soon !

INTRO SONG :D

林冠吟-冒险爱情

中了诡计开始猜疑, 遍寻不着防卫的魔力, 我竟喝下失忆的毒剂, 永远沉睡在过去
冒险结束画面暗起, 我背对你伫立在风雨, 我们全力守护的爱情, 我已经快要放弃

Chorus
冒险的爱情, 蒙了神秘, 我无法坚定, 模糊的焦距我看不清,你也失去了踪迹
冒险的爱情, 蒙了神秘我无法安定, 带走了相信放大了猜忌, 要我离开你

李雅微-不下雨的星期一

脚步很轻很轻很轻你忘了要发出声音, 睡的很静很静很静你忘了说过要一起
天气很晴很晴很晴你忘了今天不下雨, 身体很冰很冰很冰你忘了要张开眼睛

Chorus
天空忽然决定下雨, 我来不及收拾那些回忆, 伞底下的那个你丢下我去哪里
原来天空没有下雨湿了的是我哭红的眼睛, 滴答滴答滴答滴我好想念你

脚步很轻很轻很轻我忍住悲伤的共鸣 , 睡的很静很静很静转身的拥抱没有你
天气很晴很晴很晴我知道今天不下雨, 双手很冰很冰很冰我已经握不住你

飞轮海-出口

红着眼你轻轻碰我的手, 对不起你喃喃地说,
我的难过不只你又伤了我, 还有你变得这样擅长认错,
叹息沉默加泪水和疲倦, 怎么会爱只剩这一些
是不是时间把人变得傻了点, 明明有过快乐却忘了怀念

如果我可以不再迷恋, 迷恋你在怀中幸福的香味
也许就能够不再有期待, 期待你回来约好的未来

Chorus
我听着你说爱我, 感觉却如此寂寞, 笑容只维持几秒就变酸了
此刻我只想找一个出口, 逃离这混乱荒谬, 爱不爱改天再说
我想你真的爱我, 但我也真的很痛, 不然不会连亲吻都苦苦的
哪里才会有离开你的出口, 可是我离开以后, 能往哪里走

听着你说好爱我, 觉却不是感动,
一次拥抱以后还有没有, 谁能告诉我哪里有出口
能让我逃出这个,我快沉没的漩涡
就算真找到出口, 能往哪里走

LAZY !

TAGS REPIED
Nicholas: Laughs* Sorry to mafan you hurs !
evon: It's okay, Im fine :D:D:D
peijuan: Sorry, I dont have the song at all ..
Audrey: Actually wanna jio you ton at my house de :DD
sf: I know ! He cb de :x
XGBFF: Sure cycle soon :DD
geovanni: Got :x
Limhwee.Lex: dont wan bring me go say ! Humphs :x

Hellos ! Im lazy to post alright :x Anyway, went out with XGBFF today ! Finally :DD And bought clothing for my work after that with mommy ~ Then go dinner with Simin & Auggy ! back home, blablabla ~~ starting work from 17november ! Reaching so soon pleaseee ! No more tonning, and no more late waking up le :( Everyday 8am must wake up ! Hurhur ~ Do continue to tagg pleasee ! And msg me during work, can msg ! Hahah ~~ Hao le hao le, I go make diary le ! I love writing diary pleaseeeeeeee :DD