Woo-hooos ! Feeling much refresh after bath ;DD jus reach home !
Today was oh-so tired day for me ! Chem, quite common sense :x
Then maths, did hmwk, feel great when teacher go through, all right !

PE, warm up, run around parade square for 2 rounds, then move abt ~
Run outside sch for 2 round ~ In fact, walk :x Together with mad ;D
Run for th 1st round, then slowly walk ~ 2nd round, walk with MrZaihan !
Chatting abt healthy lifestyle ;DD Then slacking around canteen :x

LonganIce for recess, super great ! Cause we are sweating lik hell :x
Then Eng, jiieet ! Mus change back to Sch-uni, super smelly cans !?
Then nvm, 2 period, then jiu Byebye ;D Phy, pratical today ~~
Last min, but still great ! Last pratical ii got full marks, yea ;D

Pass up one practise paper, receive another practise paper, jiieet !
Hopefully ii will improve on my physic, after all these paperwork ~
Lunch, ate waffle, nicenice ;DD haha, chocolate damn thick pls !
MT, fun lesson ! Disturbing LiangLaoShi, && pay attention too ;DD
Sec3 higherMT join our class, then they had their oral practise ~

3pm, byeeeeee ! Sch ends ;DD Started doing th practise given, with Aiai.
Do till 5pm, went to Tmart Mac, continue ! Ohhmy, chiong lik hell ~

Around 7pm, finish almost whole paper ! Left with those unknown :x

Meaning those dont noe how to do de :x Tmr gonna ask MrGoh ;DD

Done with today post ! Gonna revise maths later, study iis impt now ;D

btw, today wore th shorts to PE, look kinda lik FBT shorts, guess wat ~

They are disturbing me :x Saying me with no hair on leg, look nice -.-

Mention for fun, nth much else (: && Rumours abt me & yang, =.= !

No choice, but byeee..

Taggboardd removed ! Cause dont feel lik hafing a taggboard :x
Anything shall comment yea ? Sorry for the inconvenience cause !
Changed song, hopefully it suit my blog ? Laughs* Very jiieeett ahh !

29June ! Gonna shut down everything && do hmwk at home ;DD
Today, iim a guaiguai girl ! Staying at home, doing hmwk, hurs !
Physics, Geo & Chem revision -.- Btw, Maths is done ytd, rofl ~~

Gonna chiong my studies, & nth else ii think? Tmr monday, blueeeee !
Hope everyone mood is better or great ! But nt for me uhs :x Sry ~
Tmr PE, great ! Gonna play & move abt lik mad :x Relief stress ~

Heiiheii, am ii silly ? Yazi & Long, shd ii listen to you guys ? Hmms,
Dont worry, ii will be fine soon ;D & I will be guaiguai de, okok? (:
Anything will tell you guys de, alright ? Thks for your advice uhs ;D

Done with today post ! Going off for lunch now ;DD Im hungry :x
After lunch gonna starts hmwk, then revision ! Haiiyoh, ii study ~
Gonna snow soon :x No choice, ii haf to do things, to forget "ah-hem" !
"ah-hem" means things or even somebody ? Laughs* Byeeeeeeeee !

Happy 4thmonth annii, to myself..

Back postiing ! Today was oh-so fiine uhs ? Sunny day ;DD

Wake up around 9am, damn early yea? Use Dad's laptop !

Use till half way, then ii realiise Mom iis sleeping, nt working :x

Laughhs** Told zhong && he said iim lik, slow -.- Fuck you ~~

Goiing 201 to meet bro, then going popular ! Buying 801 Physics book ~

&& maybe some statiionary too ? Laughs* Gonna be a boring day !

Cause wiith a phone, dat cant even msg, call ! Become a mp3 alrdy -.-

At night going to Kallang thr for dinner ! With dad's friiend, laughhs*

Ytd he calledd me, ask me whether today wanna dinner at Kallang ~

Then ii was lik, huh, anything lohs ~ Laughhs** Gonna take many zilian photo :x

Donedonedone ! Done with today's post ~ Fiinally, photo iis uploaded ;DD

Love to take photos, especiially when iim down ! Photo hides everything ?

Perharps bahhs ? Off to prepares liiaos, byeeeee ! Mom mood = not gd :x

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Back postiing alrdy ! Laughs* Meet bro at 201, eat lunch ! Saw 7th aunt ;DD
Then happen to saw xiaogu&boiboi ! Pei her eat, then went to inter together ~
Mom went to do some banking, left us walking around ~~ ohmyytiian ahh, laughs* !

Bought 2 PoloTees, 1 shirts, 3 assement book & sch shoe ! Laughhs* Over $ 100 ?
I bought th most things today, && Mom jus buy for me ;D Thks Mom ! Only me :x
Then went home, try out on those shirts ii bought ! Can wear :x Laughhs*
Ohhyahh, ii thiink ii saw my Ex.pri friend? But she doesnt rmb me le bahs..

Didnt went to Kallang for dinner ! Laughs* too tiired, ii swear :x 9am wake up !
Rotting in my room, dont noe wat to do. & I miss him, so much.. Siighs* Really ~
Anywae, bought my own dinner ~ Laughs* Ate KFC 2 piece chicken meal :x Laughs*

Alright alright ! done with update ;DD jiieet ! tmr 29, used to be a exciting day..
I hope it will be too ? Sighs* I still dont understand, wat do ii really want ?

我必须假装开心？

Jiieet ! Today's friday, and it doesnt seems lik a good day for me?
Early in th morning, late for sch ! Reach gate, gate close -.- Jiiet lohhs !
Then had to pull skirts, tie hair -.- Super mafan ! But no choiice, laughs*

Back to class, Geo lesson ! Hmwk agains, siiann ~ Then MT lesson, siiann !
Oral practiise for the others, Laughs* Yazi really makes us mad, ii swear ~
His action, his way of speaking ! He became MsDuck le -.- Laughhs**

Recess, boredboredbored ! Longlong being mad, saying he doesnt haf a friend !
He sit alone with Xingan&Cher ~ Laughs* & heiiheii they all ignore him ~
Yea, dats them ! Always playing, laughing no matter what happen ;DD

Physic pratical was oh-so fine ! Nth much happen, jus do pratical ~~
Release kind early, but reach class kind late :x Laughs, maths mah !
Vinay is nt here today, enjoy ah ! Many were missing from class ~
Given probability question, kinda hard liiaos :x Yang help me ;DD

Then slacking around sch nearby, as usual ! Storey5, chit chat session ~
Char they all smoke, then we chat ~ Bus home together with Xingan !
Huanchoon kinda Emo today ? Wat's wrong uhs ? Hmms, cheer up Huanchoon !

Bought western food, niice pls ! Cause iim super super hungry, ii swear ~
Gonna stay at home for the whole day, ii swear ! Nth to do at home ..
Unable to go out ! Mom dont let, jiieet ahh ~ Gonna rot at home -.- !

Trying very hard, very hard to forget those things that haf happened ~
But ii just cant ? I dont noe, everyone is changing, mood getting weirds.
Gonna jus focus on studies, and nth else ii think ? Im sorry, readers..


To Han :
Let's giive each other more time ? I've said before, after O then we talk abt it, can? Meanwhile, why dont you & myself think abt, wat we really wants. & wat shd we do? Rushing doesnt make things work better, agree? I dont wanna go back to th same relationship, with the same kinda thing happening in future.. Understand? I dont noe wat th others told you, but iim jus hacking it. Cause ii really dont noe wat else can ii say. & ii really dont lik to rush things lik this, esp relationship. I mean lik, if nth goes wrong, then for wat we end? Did we need these time to change? This relationship is between you & me, get wat ii mean ?

No piictures for today, dont feel lik postiing piictures ! Lols ~
Ytd Meet madmad @ Mama shop, sorry ! Let her wait so long :x
Cause iim abit late, damn tiiredd ~ 1am then slp !

Newspaper ! Nth much, super boredd ~~ Maths lesson !
Great Great, cause ii noe how to solve those problems ;DD
& out of 15 Qns, ii only ask 2 ! One frm Yang, one frm Vinay ~~
Quiite easy uhs ? Cause ii understand th questiion, & solutiions !

ChiickenWings for recess, niiceniice ! Laughhs* $2 leiis, so ex pls ~
Lesson was boredd boredd boredd, 501 are really Great !
One day wiithout 501, ii wont be able to smile, or rather Laughs ~

Had an talk from 2 guys, one name same as Nabeel's dad name !
Laughs** Then talks abt HIV -.- Jay's fav ! He ans alot of qns ~
Sit in circles, played games && was really laughing ! 501 makes my day ;DD

After sch, went to Art room ! Ohmyy, Aiai's art had been destroyed !
Damn it, who did dat, will die soon soon ! & fall bad bad ~~
wiith Tasneem's help, look much better ! But touch up need to be done ~
& Vinay's reaction, really shocking ! Seriously, he's Great ;DD
He's super angry, dont noe for wat -.- But, he is super concern !

Home, bath ! Mom was at home ~ Chat with her, shag shag shag !
She;s nt feeling well, cnt get to slp. Jieeet ! Tkcare Mom ;DD
Dinner @ home ~~ Sharkfin soup, niiceniice ;DD Super full pls !

Computer, watch show ! But iim super tiired, so fall aslp :x
8.15pm, wake up frm bro's room, walk into my room, knock out !
All th way till 6.30am ! Alarm Rings ;D Am i lik so tiired ?

Thursday, one more day to friday ! & Gonna be rest day for me !
Prepared, walk to sch as usual ! Meet mad @ mama shop agains ~
Morning was super bored ~ Almost late, walk in when gate closing !
Newspaper again -.- ohhmyy, very siian ah ! Today, bored ~

Moodless for everything ! All th way till Assembly ~ LaughOutLoud*
Super super funny, ii swear pls ! Really makes my day better ;DD
But after assembly, still th same -.- muchh better, ii think so ?
Geo, jiieet ! Nth ii can do, but jus gonna try my best for dat sub ?

After sch, had some probs ! Hmms, jus admit if you did ? If nvr, then fine !
Nth much, jus discovered something, lols ! Im kinda dissapointed uhs ?
Went to 201, together with Long & Co. ! Bank, then coffee shop ~
Seperate thr, went to Sushi shop with Mad, Airen & Aiai ! I no $$ :(

So find some void-deck & wait for them to eat. Was chatting away ~
& I swear, ii super hot de la ! Ohhmyy ~ Bus home, if nt im burned !
Super hot weather, super big sun ! Reached home, nobody, Great ;DD

Chatted with Hubert @ Mac outside, then saw DY.daddy ~ Samesamesame -.-
Slacking their Days away ! Saw YuChun too, sitting at Mac with Daddy ~

Home is th best, nth to face ! I love going home now, ii swear ~~

原来我不是一个人,但是我对你很失望..

2nd day of sch, aint dat Great uhs ! Kinda moodless, and shagg ~

My phone, totally cannot call through ~ MIA iis possible for me now !

Art, siimply boredd ! Diid nth, but stoniing && rottiing ~ Laughhs**

Then Eng lesson, did Picture diiscussiion, super siiann pls ! Sucks :x

Recess, ate nth agaiins ~ Saviing money ! Then had Maths lesson, new topiic !

Probability, ohhmyy ! Kinda easy, kinda hard ~ Tmr continue lessoon !

Chemistry lesson, kinda boredd ! Cause did many work, & some ii dont noe how ~

Lunch was lik, siighhs* Sorry Xingan, Mama ! I jus cnt control myself, my tears..

I will try to cheer up uhs ! But ii really cnt bear to see him lik this, siighhs*

MT was GreatGreatGreat pls ~ Oral practiise, super fun lahhs ! I love MT lesson ;D

Walk home together wiith Aiai ! Chat along th way, super hot & tiiredd pls ~~

Very sleepy ii swear ! Dont noe why, very tiiredd pls pls pls ~ Siighs**

Home was alriight ii think ? Quarrel wiith bro, confirm dehhs ! I swear pls ~

Later gonna haf dinner ! Depends on Mom, she buy back or we buy ourself !
Hopefully iis she buy back pls ~ Cause iim lazy & moodless to go down liiaos.

Stress ? I think so ~ Pimples over my face mans ! Jiieeet ahhs ~ Ugly pls :x

Thks to those people who encourages me & cheeer me up ! Really thks ppls ;D

Esp YangYang, he really cheer me up alot ! & he gives me confidence ?

Thks Xingan & Aiai too ! Btw, ii may look fine, but iim nt alriight at all pls !

合则来, 不合则去.

Laughhs** back postiing alrdy ! Sch reopen, great ;DDD
Void-deck meet, as usual ~ Same old people, miiss them pls !

MrEe speech was, shortshort ! I swear, he diidnt talk muchh ~
But 4E5N had been shiifted to the front, wtf pls ! Super jiiett ~~
National Song, Sch Song, blablabla ! New teacher, sure nvr teach us ~

Back to class, super dusty pls ! Ohhmyys, chit-chat lik freefree :x
MrVinay as usual, funny & good to disturb ! MdmNisha, still naggy ~
Math lesson, chat with Long ! Super high pls, thks longlong ;DDD

PE! SportsDay on 4July ~ Take part in 100m relay -.- Nvm lahhs !
Angela & Madeline take part too ! LaughsOutLoud, hope it's fun ?
Slacking in class, for 3 Period ~ Then English lesson, boreddboredd !

Listen to lecture, from someone whose dying soon ! Dont give up ~~
Blablabla ! "Dont Complain, Work Harder!" Quiite meaningful uhs ?
Recess, almost all XinganFamily had same Recess ! Great, but outing ?

Nahhs ! Decides later :x Physic, ohhmyy ! Hmwk nt done, nvm ;DD
MrHaroldGoh iis a GreatGreat Teacher ! But gonna do his weekly work ~
Come'on ! Im gonna chiong, Sci :x The other sub, see how lohs :x

Today no MT lesson ! WOO-HOOS ;DD Great pls ! 1.30pm, jiu byebye le ~
Walk back to T-Mart with Aiai, Chatting, two girls, so shagg...
Went to Shop&Save, bought lunch & went straight to Aiai house !

Cook, eat, chat ! Then fall aslp at her Sofa :x Sorry sorry uhs ~~
Suppose to help her do Art dehhs, but ii jus fall aslp ! Tiiredd :x
Wake up, help her abit, then dinner ~ Then use Juan laptop, pictures !

Around 9pm, went home, bath ! Tmr sch agains, yeayea ;DDD Love sch now ~
Tmr Art lesson, woo-hooos ~ GreatGreat, can disturb Jasmine again :x
Going off to slp now, BYE ! Do miss mi uhs, but iim posting everyday ;D

希望,事情会变好一点?

It's me again, back postiing alrdy ~~
Super boredd ! Wake up aroundd 11 plus, super tiiredd, jiieet ahh ~

Prepared andd wake Zhong up, he wanna cut hair too !
Meet Aiai, Nuer & Lyn at bus stop, bus to 400++ ~~

Quiite long queue uhs ? Laughhs* Alot of people pls !
Waiited for almost 1hr, then finally our turn to cut ~~ 5 person pls !
Diff ppl cut for us, diff standard ~ But still alriighht !

After haircut, lunchh @ S11 ! Great supporter of Duck stalls !
Laughhs* Duck noodles, Duck riice, KwayChap !

Bus home, and later gonna study @ Aiai house ! Tmr schh, ohmygod -.-
Rushing homework later, && new life tmr ! Laughhs**
New hairstyle, hope wont be funny uhs ! Ohhmyys ~~

My haiirstyle lik, barbiiedoll ! Laughhs** Fringe looks weird ?
Alriight ! Gotta go off now, or else Aiai gonna nags !

剪短头发, 能遗忘过去吗?

Alrights ! Get up people, iim postiing now !
Gonna cheer up yea？Hopefully uhs, lols ~
Ytd night dinner was alright uhs, pancake pancake !

Sighs* Trying to act as if nth happen infront of Mom, luckily ~
Bros blames me, everyone, everything.But ii kept quiiet..
Home alone, cause they wanna slack and chat. Nth to say ~~
Blogging makes me feel better, actually. But now, not any more.

Bread for th whole day till night, wtf -.- no food except bread !
Dinner, quiite boring. Then Sudoku, TV. nth much, really ~
Bored life, 2 more days ! Sch reopen pls, sighs* Sch is fun !
Change skins, && url too. Relink pls people, thks thks !
Tmr haircut, and nth much ii guess? Hmwk nt done, _|_ ~

Me and him, ended alrdy. Sorry to friends, dissapointed..
Sorry to everyone, who give us blessing, duibuqi ppl :(
It's my fault, ii gave up on this relationship, sorry...

I dont deserve his love at all, maybe in th first place,
we shouldnt be together at all.. Jus get on with life,
and you will forget me somedays, sorry...
Really sorry. :*((((

我，真的快乐吗？

Back to post, sorry for not posting these few days. Quiite tiiriing,

and had been stayiing late outsiide ~ Tues went for icecream work,

sales was GreatGreat ! Laughhss pls ~ Earn aroundd $135 ?

Still nt bad uhs ~ $18.80 each, woahhs ! LaughhsOutLoudd -.- Jiieet !

Was assiigned to 246 to 248 ~ Only 246 done :x Laughs*

After work, PasaMalam :x Bues34 home with Carmen ~

Slp aroundd midnight ii think ? Couldnt get to slp, wtf pls ? Siighs**

Wed wake up almost 12pm ~ Tiiredd ! Outing with Mama && Co. tiiredd pls !

Bag, $10 ~ Busiis, Orchardd, East Coast. Dinneer, fishball noodles -.-

Peanut house was quiite niice uhs ? Esp. hiis room, super cute !

Home around Thurs morning 7am ~ Super tiiredd pls !

wake up around 1pm, jiieeet ! Meet Aiai, then go her house ~

Last miin deciidedd to go E-Hub ~ Arcade, funfun ! Lols..

Rottiing at Beach, super hot & super tiiriing pls ! Siighhss*

Then went to the horse area, super smelly :x Laughhss**

Back to Downtown, then went iin to Lincoln Chalet, jiieeett !

Stoning inside th chalet, some playing cards, some PSP ~~

Then awhile more, BBQ ~ Ate abit then went to BK, lols..

Bought Sushi from E-Hub, then eat at BK. Home around 1o plus ~

Yang send me home, Thks. Was feeling down, super shagg.....

Home, bath. Scolded by Mom, expected... Tearedd, no one knows?

Couldnt get to slp, siighs* 1am, tearedd to slp. Really had enuff ~

Im feeling super down, and dont wiish to meet anyone, esp him....

Today iis th worst Friday ii ever had, yea? Sighs* I need time..

Sorry ppl, smth happen andd ii really dont noe wat to do.. Sighhs*

Dont ask me why, ii dont wish to say. Siighs* Im feeling super bad.

Baby, ii gotta say out. If you really love me, Shouldnt you respect me ? Let me go, ii need to be alone. Meanwhile, why dont you think ? Im always crying for you, why ? Do you really noe why ? Or rather, dont you think you should do smth abt it ? Im really tiiredd Boy. Sometiimes, ii bear wiith it, but Boy. Dont you think it's too much ? When iim feeling down, you are nt with me, it's fine, ii dont mind.. But rather than dat, you gif me more stress, wat's this ? Sighs* Do ii really deserve this ? If yes, then congrats to you, iim unhappy alrdy.. Im always gifing in to you, but you ? Did you really cherish those chance, did ever think of changing urself ? Sorry to say, ii feel as if iim locked in a cage. I understand that we need time to be together, but wat abt my friends? I really dont get it... Im happy that you can sacrifice ur bros, and spend most of your time with me. But iim sorry, iim nt you, ii cnt do dat ~ Why cnt you understand ? Yah, you can say you are selfish, but wat did you do ? You diidnt show anything better.. Everybody iis siding you, wat about me? Nobody understand me.. It's not fair.. I dont blame you for this, it's nt ur fault.. I only feel dat it's unfair. Sometimes ii wonder, shd we really be together? Ending, will it be gd ? I dont wiish to be lik this too. But, ur action iis totally diff.. You can say, but can you do ? Did you ever try.. I dont noe, really. Maybe we shall seperate 1st bahs.. Im sorry ~ I've broken promises.. But to me, my promises iis alrdy useless. You dont haf to stay by promise. Because, ii didnt. Sorry to leave you. Sorry to hurt you.. Hatred, Anger, all towards me, it's fine. I've my punishment, hurted deeply.. And it will continue till ? I dont noe . Because ii love you, ii haf to let go.. You ?