爱不在...

坐在这角落 心里很多话想说 我和你的错
就是舍不得放手 伤害你的我 早就应该让你自由
知道我以后 需要一直往前走 也许是越在乎
越会彼此的伤害 这样的爱情 又算是什么

爱不在 应该让自己从回忆中离开
爱不在 我们都已不存在彼此未来
有时候 对爱有太深太多倚赖
好像你失去在这世界 还能够 独单的自由

是曾经有的梦 现在只剩一场空 心里好多疑问
你忘了你的承诺 伤了自已也没有用 眼泪无言的流下来
迟早还是要面对 这段感情的伤痛 是因为越在乎
给彼此伤害更多 有了距离以后 看不透的你和我

爱不在 应该让自己从回忆中离开
爱不在 我们都已不存在彼此未来
有时候 对你还是会有关怀
可是心里已经太明白 不是爱 不是爱

爱不在 应该让自己从回忆中离开
爱不在 我们都已不存在彼此未来
有时候 不管对爱有多少的倚赖
就算再不愿意再伤心 我明白

我们只能放手 爱不在

I MISS 501 !

Hellos ! I seriously miss 501 badly now :(

Byeeeeeeeeee ! On MC today, off to grandma hse :D

SICK ?

Hellos ! Im back to post a short short one, cause Im sick :(
Had been having headache since early in the morning !
Super sick, and I feel like sleeping ~ Is it because not enough sleep ?
Im having pain in everywher, gastric & bad headache ~

Lunch was baked rice today, cool man ! Take-away from foodcourt .
Kinda cool pleaseee ! And watermelon juice, super super nice lunch ~
Blablabla, super super xinku during work, cause Im having headache !

7plus ended work, and went to Pasa malam ! Cheese hotdog & Chickenwing ~
Both me & simin seems so pathetic pleaseee ~ Sitting at MRT outside :x
Headed back home then, super tired I swear ! Tmr see doctor, maybe ?
Then tmr shall be a off day for me ! Depends on my headache tmr ba ~
Thks auggy & yiqin for keeping me awake during work, by msging me !
Byeeeeeeeeee, haven dinner yet ! Gastric acts up again, vey pain :(

TAGS REPLIED :
XGBFF: Alright ! Thanks XGBFF, love ~~
peijuan: Relinked :DD !
SF: I miss you too slut !
Limhwee.Lex: I suppose ? Plan outing leys ~~
Audrey: I wan spend also dont have :( Sad right !
Suyi, ♥: Welcome :D ! Hahh ~

LETTING GO .

Im dead bead !
Working from 9am till 10pm :(
Off to sleep, byeeeeee .

Im letting go, everything .
It's very tired to hold on .

I WANTED YOU :(

Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cause we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I, I... I'm so sorry baby
But I, I... I gotta pack up and leave
But I, I'll always remember how we came close
... to being how I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
I wanted you

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

TMR WORK AGAIN :(

Im back posting again !

Friday night I did went out ! HAHAHA ~ Last min went out for supper again :DD ! RC was empty, so headed to coffee shop instead ~ Woahh, quite alot of peopl uhs ! Guess what, dion was thr too ! Suprise :x Hahah, anyway mood was kinda weid ? Cause very quiet ~ Till xy & yazi came back from geylang . Both of them seems so drunk uhs ? Hahaha, esp yazi ! He go scold the coffee shop uncle, poor uncle :( Hahaha, was chatting with xy, then awhile she went home ! I SAW CINDY THIA :DDD ! Hahah, I miss her lik hell pleaseeee ! Exchange number with her, cause we totally lost contact alrdy :( Well, was slacking at the pavilion under yazi house ! He's drunk pleasee ~

Sam send him home & we are getting bored ! My idea, sneak in the school :x Hahaha ~ Well, so we did sneak in . Min, heihei, sam & me ! Hahah, climb the fence in, ohmygod ! Jump down the fence, and I landed on floor with my butt >.< ! Hahah, walk in the school, ohmygod ! East View eh :x ! Hahaha, went to general office outside and they were smoking thr . Super cool pleaseee ! Went in to Gongshan too ! Blabla, was getting bored so went out ~ Climb fence again :x This time round a higher one ! But Im okay ! For min, haha . not okay at all ! Not gonna mention, but back to pavilion left alvin & auggy ! Went home around 4am ? Haha ! Sleep then :x

Hahaha, sat I finally get to sleep till late ~~ Wake up around 1pm, hahaha ~ Waited for mommy to be back together with my lunch, then headed to White sand with Min ~ Blablabla ! Pasa malam, haha ~ Cheap cheap things all thr ! Too bad I didnt bring much money :( Anyway, headed to popular and bought things we need . Then went to Pasa malam, Min bought a dress . Quite nice (: And guess what we saw, hello kitty pyjamas ! Sexy uhs ? Hor simin hor >.< !

Anyway ! Headed back to Tampines, and lucky we got shelter all the way to TM :D Went to pizzahut and fetch her sister . Popular again =.= Bought alot of paper, haha ! Gonna punch hold like mad I swear ~~ No where to go, headed home then ! Went up the lift with daddy, haha ! Mommy cook chicken rice, rice only ~ Plus other side dishes ! Hahah, I love home cook food pleaseeeeeeee ~ And and and, Im very bored at home ! Was doing my diary whole day ~ Very very bored, thought of sleeping . But if I sleep, sure till morning ! And I went supper with Min they all ~

1am then went out, cause mommy 1 plus then sleep . Sorry Dion ! He say he 1 plus heading home, I 1 plus then go :x Unable to see you thr ! Hahaha ~ Anyway, meet xy & vin at somewher, I dont knw whr >.< ! Blablabla ~ Headed back to School opposite de pavalion . Bought mashed potato for supper, haha ! Crapping & laughing away, cause I love to disturb yazi ! Hahaha, he's super funny ~~ But 2 plus he go home le ! Anyway, started to write diary :x Auggy trying to peep ! Haha, it's okay ~ Cause nothing much :x Blablabla ! Saw Junyu & his stead ~

4am, auggy cab us home ! Thanks ~ Super tiiredd I swear ! Today wake up around 11plus ~ Suppose to go out with Zhijie & co de ! But mommy dont let me go out today, tmr working ! Sorry zhijie, I know you sure very angry . Cause it's not the first time I lik this . Im sorry, I dont mean it . Blabla ! Tmr monday, working day again :( ! Hurhur ~~ And tmr OT sure will be very very late ! Cause alot people on MCs >.< ! Gonna prepare own lunch & dinner ~ Cause lunch only 30mins tmr :( And OT no dinner :x So gonna bring own food to eat ! Hope mommy can wake up tmr can prepare fried rice for me :DDD ~ Hahah, off to do diary ! Byeeeeeeeeee !

TAGS REPLIED :
Nicholas: Hahah, but you still knw my link ah ! Tag me with yr link too :D
XGBFF: IMY TOO ! Meet up soon pleaseeeeeeee ~
Audrey: You ma, I different leys ! I so poor :(
geovanni: Hahaha, weekdays only uhs !

WORK WORK WORK !

Hellos ! Im back posting alrdy :DDD Finally, it's friday and I dont have to get up at 8am tmr morning ! Hahahah, super happy ~~ Today was really really a good day ! I begin to like this job more and more ! A big big sorry to every readers in my blog ~ Leave you guys dissapointed with no post updated, sorry alright ! Cause Im way too tired to post my blog ! Hahah, and finally today Im free :DD



Yupyup, lunch gonna be alone everyday :( Quite pathetic actually ! But it's okay, I will takeaway food back to the office to eat ! At least Im not alone siting at the foodcourt eating, no way man ! Im not gonna do that, never ever please ~ It's so embrassing laaa ! Hurhur, think I spelled wrongly :x Hahah ! Anyway, ytd I eat KFC for lunch, super full pleasee ! Cause had been eating bread whole day for monday & tuesday, quite pathetic I swear ~ Hahah, and it's kinda sick ! Hahaha, today ate the japanese rice with chicken :DD Nice ! Hahah, together with Simin . She sneak out from office and come eat with me at the lockers there, seems pathetic uhs !



Attire today is Jeans and tees ! Hahaha, best man ~ I finally can anyhow choose my tees and wear to work like Im going out for shopping ! Hahaha, and today is really a good day ! I don knw why, maybe it's friday ? Hahaha ~ Well, in BCS iformation blablabla, ther's 3 bank, or rather 3 groups . DBS, OCBC & SCB . Im in the SCB, and simin is in the OCBC ! Hurhur, DBS sucks alright ~~ Let me say, everyday OCBC & SCB finished their work around 6plus, but yet we cant go home yet . All thanks to DBS ! They are taking their own sweet time and they wont appreciate at all ! People are sacrificing their working time to help them out, and those people in DBS are simply taking their own sweet time laa ! Buey pai seh uhs ~~ Retrenched so what :x Hahah ! That's all ! And I get to chat with those people in my group today ~~



Finally, after being mute for 4 day ! Today i finally laugh and joke with them ~ Hahah, that's the reason why Im loving this job more ~ Cause I get to chat, so I wont sleep ! Hahah, they keep call me meimei, mean sister in chinese . Quite funny, but I still answer them :x They knw my name actually -.- Hahah ! They keep gossip about people pleasee ! Hahah, think 1 day I'll become like them too ! Hahaha ~ Today ate LongJohn for dinner, haha ! Price go up alrdy ! And 20cents for a packet of tartar sauce ~ Ohmygod ~ I think I can go NTUC buy a whole bottle and bring it to Long John next ! Hahaha, then walk home, very hardworking hors :x Hahah, siian ma !



And now Im back home doing nothing ! Suppose to meet Simin & Auggy for supper de, but was cancelled ! Hurhur, gonna call mommy to take away some snacks for me ! Think Im growing fat soon soon soon ! Cause while working, they were saying that some of the staff wasnt so big size when they jus came in . Hahah, yup Im scare :x But I'll control alright :DDD No more tea snacks for me in office okays ! Monday gonna work OT, sure will be super late . Cause we have 2 MCs on monday, hurhur ! Hope monday, I wont blue :x Hahaha ! Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~ Blog done, diary turns >.<

TAGS REPLIED:

Geovanni: Hahaha, sorry ah ! Never tell you I change number :x Come find me must text me ! And try to find me around lunch time ma !

Nicholas: Huhs ? Tell you what ? Hahaha, text me :D

Audrey: Hahah, wanna relax no money leys ! Mus work 1st ah :D You no work ?

Veronica: Haha, Im fine :D You ? Busy working these few days ! Text me :D

SUPER TIRED ~

wo hui lai le :DDD !
Work was simply tiired tiired tiired ~~ Have lunch alone for mon & tue :( But today had lunch with simin, haha ! Finally, anyway super tiiredd & boredd ~ Cause keep on doing the same thing again and again ! Numbers all in my head, and some people are so stupid pleasee ~~ Place a cheque with $2 -.- Wthhells, waste our energy man ! Blablabla, but I learn something :DDD Althought I dont have any friends yet, but they are super nice (: We did talk, but not to the extent to chat ~ Cause all adults . Hahah, yang & yiqin tell me Im alrdy young adult :x But I look more lik a primary school girl !

Im off to sleep le ! Tmr 9.30am :(

TIRED :(

Im too tiired to post today !
Job was alright alright :DD
But lunch alone, Subway !
Tmr 9.30am, work alone :(
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 !

Hellos ! Im back, sorry for not posting alright ~~ Been busy for these few days ! Well, I catch this movie ytd night ! Ohmygod ah, it's really really nice I swear ~ How I wish I could find my Troy too >.< ! Laughs* I wanna watch HSM 1 & 2 too :DD ! Troy and Gabriella is really really loving pleaseeee, enviouss ! Hah :x



Blablabla ! Tmr Im starting work alrdy, ohmygod ~ Seriously, Im afraid of doing wrong things :x And I scare I too slow, blablabla ! Also scare people will scold me :x Hahah ! Afraid of everything ~~ Ohmygod ahh, Im so naggy ! Hor everybody ~ Anything ! I dont knw what to post on blog ~ Byeeeeeeeeee ! Starting work jiu wont post so often alrdy ~ Sorry !

TAGS REPLIED

Nicholas : Har ? What thing ? Laughs*

geovanni : hahah :x Quite difficult eh !