2nd post of today, gonna post some feeling iim hafing now (: I dont noe if ii can be a gd sis/friend, but ii giif in my best ~ No matter wat happen, ii will share my trouble with you guys . I hope everyone will do dat too, isnt it ? I mean, ii understand dat ppl do haf secrets among themself. It's okay, ii didnt wanna force or wat. Im not so unreasonable ~

Jus saying b.cause iim feeling this way, Im nt trying to mean anything :D Rmb girls, no matter wat, ii will be here for you ~ Dont forget me ! You can share your problems with me, even if iim nt up to help ~ At least you feel much better after saying out ? & I'll be ur listening ear :D

Aiai, cheer up pls ! Althought ii dont really noe wat happen, but hope you wont think too much & cheer urself up ? Anything still can tell me yea ? If dont wan also nvm :D I will be here for you, no matter wat. Pls cheerr uppp ;DDD

Xingan, smile widely, truthfully ~ Nt for th sake of smile, then happy. But for the sake of happy, then smile, understand ? Im sorry if iim nt thr for you everytime, maybe cause iim busy ? But ii still hope you would share ur probs with me ! Love ~

Mama, we are jus laughing everyday ! & I really cherish you ~ Rmb, if you need someone to listen to ur probs, find me :D I will be here for you uhs ! Dont forget me, & thks for being thr for me !

JFYF, althought we didnt talk as much as last time, it's okay ~ time will heal everything yea? Hopefully ! Time with you are great ~ I will share secrets with you, and hope this will bring us closer ?

Baobei, you seems troubled sometime. Maybe you can share with us ? We will listen to you, no matter is on wat. Don hide things to urself uhs ~ Say out, you will feel better, trust me ~ Or you can write at somewhr ? Jus dont keep inside ur heart uh ? Im here for you mahs, Cheerrr :DD

Airen, you seems happy everyday ! Im jus hoping dat we wont lose contact, after 'O' or even 10yrs later ? Laughs* Jus imagine us with our child, chills ! Rmb, stay happy everyday ! Dont frown cause of anything, mus share :DD

Wednesdayyyyy ! Lovely day today, cause weekends are reaching soonsoon !
But gastriic really spil my day, arghhs ! Nvm, tahan awhile jiu can le ;D
Cause it's jus normal to me alrdy ~ Gastric sucks pls, terribly paiin lahh !

Maths 3 periiod, diid practiise paper agaiins -.- jiiieeettt pls, siighhs**
then Social studies, copy lik mad agaiins ! Ohhmyy, same routine -.-
Recess, finally ii ate something call rice in sch today ! Laughhs pls :x

MT was kinda alriight ~ Read th conversatiion again, around 21-22 -.- !
my marks goes down -.- but for th passage, around 7 out of 10, ok lahh !
Nt staying back for revise today, cause LiangLaoShi gonna be away today ~
English was super bored, ii swear ! Everyone's mood is lik, lowlowlow ~

Lunch, no comment ! Jus feel kinda weird, ii dont noe anything ~~ Laughs*
Jus get to chat with Airen & JFYF ~ Then back to sch for STAR lesson !
HIV lecture agaiins -.- Was doing nthg, but laughing at 501, competition ~
501 against 502, we sure lost de lahh ! But we still enjoys alot, really ! ;DD
Dats why ii say, 501 iis alrdy part of my life ~ & they are my reason to smile !

Done with today post, nth much yea ? I feel dat iim posting to ghost, nt readers :x
Cause nobody comment me :( Sad enough ! but ii will still continue posting alright ~
Bloggiing iis part of my life now, ii swear ! Laughhs* Byeeeeeee ppl !

& Things goes on, the same way, agains..

alright ! back for today post ;D Today, tuesday, 1st July !
Nth much ? Art lesson was helping Aiai touching up her damages ~
Somebody really dont feel guitly after doing bad things, bastard :x
Nahhs ! Fine then, you will haf your retribution uh ? Laughs*

Recess, ate Eggbread ! Then back to class, 3 period Maths ! Tmd :x
Lols ! Did a practise paper, exam condition ~ But do till half, nahs !
Nobody is doing under exam conditions -.- All discussing, laughs*
In the end, Vinay explained all qns ! Exam conditions leii, hah :D

Chemistry had Pratical, laughs* Super fun, but kinda stupid too :x
Adding some substance with cold water, then mix with ammonia something de :x
Blabla ! Pack up, then lunch ;DD Laughs* Chit-chatting, then up to Storey 5.
Mama was disturbing me -.- She keep singing songs, disiasiao ! Laughs*

MT lesson, leonard & lincoln join our class ! Oral practise, again -.-
Huiting 1st, then me -.- Heng ah ! around 24-25 out of 30, nt bad uhs !
Laughs* then Qiuyun & Aiai ! Kinda hard, but LiangLaoShi explain to us ~

After sch went straight home ! Cause, super sian & tiiredd, jiieet ahhs ~
Reach home & went to bath ~ Took many photos too ! Alone :x Laughs**
Now going down, buy things andd cook dinner ! with Zhong, Super hungry -.-

Was chatting with Dion that day ! Look at these conver, funny :DD
actually iis nth much ii guess ? Jus wanna share ;DD Laughs*

Him: i think girls rot at hm well sia =x
Me: cause girls love to stare in to space :x
Him: cause girls are trng for being a housewife in the future
Him: then you'll be a good one then !
Me: no way ! house chores make me look old :x
Him: HAHAHA! then go out work loh .
Me: of cause ! iim nt gonna rot at home my whole life :x
Him: haha. then why are you training right now ? =/
Me: iim nt okay :x gotta do hmwk at home :*(
Him: hahaha . and are you ?
Me: yea, ii am ! but iim stuck, dont noe how to do -.- physics !
Him: that one ah , you must ask your teacher
Me: tmr gonna pass up, how to ask :z
Him: then you will have to try out on your own, thats the only way to learn ! to make mistake and learn from it, but it doenst mean you should make mistakes all the time !
Me: yea, teacherr ! you sound lik teacher :x
Him: haha, im not qualified to be one !
Me: for this kinda encourage, you can be a great teacher alrdy :x
Him: nah . encouragement wise but not knowledge wise, no use =x
Me: why so look down on self ? haiyohs ~
Him: im just speaking the facts. =/

Him: aiya, if you got the heart to learn, teacher sure teach you !
Me: haohao ~ ii will work hard :x
Him: dont talk and no action ah !
Me: ii weekdays after sch go home de hor :x
Him: go hm do what ? stone / rot =x
Me: revision, but always dont understand ! then dont do le :x
Him: then you wont ask during your lessons?
Me: my own revision leiis !
Him: revision is meant to better understand those you understood, and to try to understand those you dont understand, AND to ask those you dont understand ! LOL! =/
Me: laughs* really sound lik professional :x yes, ii noe le .

"Huixin", you called me this..

Woo-hooos ! Feeling much refresh after bath ;DD jus reach home !
Today was oh-so tired day for me ! Chem, quite common sense :x
Then maths, did hmwk, feel great when teacher go through, all right !

PE, warm up, run around parade square for 2 rounds, then move abt ~
Run outside sch for 2 round ~ In fact, walk :x Together with mad ;D
Run for th 1st round, then slowly walk ~ 2nd round, walk with MrZaihan !
Chatting abt healthy lifestyle ;DD Then slacking around canteen :x

LonganIce for recess, super great ! Cause we are sweating lik hell :x
Then Eng, jiieet ! Mus change back to Sch-uni, super smelly cans !?
Then nvm, 2 period, then jiu Byebye ;D Phy, pratical today ~~
Last min, but still great ! Last pratical ii got full marks, yea ;D

Pass up one practise paper, receive another practise paper, jiieet !
Hopefully ii will improve on my physic, after all these paperwork ~
Lunch, ate waffle, nicenice ;DD haha, chocolate damn thick pls !
MT, fun lesson ! Disturbing LiangLaoShi, && pay attention too ;DD
Sec3 higherMT join our class, then they had their oral practise ~

3pm, byeeeeee ! Sch ends ;DD Started doing th practise given, with Aiai.
Do till 5pm, went to Tmart Mac, continue ! Ohhmy, chiong lik hell ~

Around 7pm, finish almost whole paper ! Left with those unknown :x

Meaning those dont noe how to do de :x Tmr gonna ask MrGoh ;DD

Done with today post ! Gonna revise maths later, study iis impt now ;D

btw, today wore th shorts to PE, look kinda lik FBT shorts, guess wat ~

They are disturbing me :x Saying me with no hair on leg, look nice -.-

Mention for fun, nth much else (: && Rumours abt me & yang, =.= !

No choice, but byeee..

Taggboardd removed ! Cause dont feel lik hafing a taggboard :x
Anything shall comment yea ? Sorry for the inconvenience cause !
Changed song, hopefully it suit my blog ? Laughs* Very jiieeett ahh !

29June ! Gonna shut down everything && do hmwk at home ;DD
Today, iim a guaiguai girl ! Staying at home, doing hmwk, hurs !
Physics, Geo & Chem revision -.- Btw, Maths is done ytd, rofl ~~

Gonna chiong my studies, & nth else ii think? Tmr monday, blueeeee !
Hope everyone mood is better or great ! But nt for me uhs :x Sry ~
Tmr PE, great ! Gonna play & move abt lik mad :x Relief stress ~

Heiiheii, am ii silly ? Yazi & Long, shd ii listen to you guys ? Hmms,
Dont worry, ii will be fine soon ;D & I will be guaiguai de, okok? (:
Anything will tell you guys de, alright ? Thks for your advice uhs ;D

Done with today post ! Going off for lunch now ;DD Im hungry :x
After lunch gonna starts hmwk, then revision ! Haiiyoh, ii study ~
Gonna snow soon :x No choice, ii haf to do things, to forget "ah-hem" !
"ah-hem" means things or even somebody ? Laughs* Byeeeeeeeee !

Happy 4thmonth annii, to myself..

Back postiing ! Today was oh-so fiine uhs ? Sunny day ;DD

Wake up around 9am, damn early yea? Use Dad's laptop !

Use till half way, then ii realiise Mom iis sleeping, nt working :x

Laughhs** Told zhong && he said iim lik, slow -.- Fuck you ~~

Goiing 201 to meet bro, then going popular ! Buying 801 Physics book ~

&& maybe some statiionary too ? Laughs* Gonna be a boring day !

Cause wiith a phone, dat cant even msg, call ! Become a mp3 alrdy -.-

At night going to Kallang thr for dinner ! With dad's friiend, laughhs*

Ytd he calledd me, ask me whether today wanna dinner at Kallang ~

Then ii was lik, huh, anything lohs ~ Laughhs** Gonna take many zilian photo :x

Donedonedone ! Done with today's post ~ Fiinally, photo iis uploaded ;DD

Love to take photos, especiially when iim down ! Photo hides everything ?

Perharps bahhs ? Off to prepares liiaos, byeeeee ! Mom mood = not gd :x

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Back postiing alrdy ! Laughs* Meet bro at 201, eat lunch ! Saw 7th aunt ;DD
Then happen to saw xiaogu&boiboi ! Pei her eat, then went to inter together ~
Mom went to do some banking, left us walking around ~~ ohmyytiian ahh, laughs* !

Bought 2 PoloTees, 1 shirts, 3 assement book & sch shoe ! Laughhs* Over $ 100 ?
I bought th most things today, && Mom jus buy for me ;D Thks Mom ! Only me :x
Then went home, try out on those shirts ii bought ! Can wear :x Laughhs*
Ohhyahh, ii thiink ii saw my Ex.pri friend? But she doesnt rmb me le bahs..

Didnt went to Kallang for dinner ! Laughs* too tiired, ii swear :x 9am wake up !
Rotting in my room, dont noe wat to do. & I miss him, so much.. Siighs* Really ~
Anywae, bought my own dinner ~ Laughs* Ate KFC 2 piece chicken meal :x Laughs*

Alright alright ! done with update ;DD jiieet ! tmr 29, used to be a exciting day..
I hope it will be too ? Sighs* I still dont understand, wat do ii really want ?

我必须假装开心？

Jiieet ! Today's friday, and it doesnt seems lik a good day for me?
Early in th morning, late for sch ! Reach gate, gate close -.- Jiiet lohhs !
Then had to pull skirts, tie hair -.- Super mafan ! But no choiice, laughs*

Back to class, Geo lesson ! Hmwk agains, siiann ~ Then MT lesson, siiann !
Oral practiise for the others, Laughs* Yazi really makes us mad, ii swear ~
His action, his way of speaking ! He became MsDuck le -.- Laughhs**

Recess, boredboredbored ! Longlong being mad, saying he doesnt haf a friend !
He sit alone with Xingan&Cher ~ Laughs* & heiiheii they all ignore him ~
Yea, dats them ! Always playing, laughing no matter what happen ;DD

Physic pratical was oh-so fine ! Nth much happen, jus do pratical ~~
Release kind early, but reach class kind late :x Laughs, maths mah !
Vinay is nt here today, enjoy ah ! Many were missing from class ~
Given probability question, kinda hard liiaos :x Yang help me ;DD

Then slacking around sch nearby, as usual ! Storey5, chit chat session ~
Char they all smoke, then we chat ~ Bus home together with Xingan !
Huanchoon kinda Emo today ? Wat's wrong uhs ? Hmms, cheer up Huanchoon !

Bought western food, niice pls ! Cause iim super super hungry, ii swear ~
Gonna stay at home for the whole day, ii swear ! Nth to do at home ..
Unable to go out ! Mom dont let, jiieet ahh ~ Gonna rot at home -.- !

Trying very hard, very hard to forget those things that haf happened ~
But ii just cant ? I dont noe, everyone is changing, mood getting weirds.
Gonna jus focus on studies, and nth else ii think ? Im sorry, readers..


To Han :
Let's giive each other more time ? I've said before, after O then we talk abt it, can? Meanwhile, why dont you & myself think abt, wat we really wants. & wat shd we do? Rushing doesnt make things work better, agree? I dont wanna go back to th same relationship, with the same kinda thing happening in future.. Understand? I dont noe wat th others told you, but iim jus hacking it. Cause ii really dont noe wat else can ii say. & ii really dont lik to rush things lik this, esp relationship. I mean lik, if nth goes wrong, then for wat we end? Did we need these time to change? This relationship is between you & me, get wat ii mean ?

No piictures for today, dont feel lik postiing piictures ! Lols ~
Ytd Meet madmad @ Mama shop, sorry ! Let her wait so long :x
Cause iim abit late, damn tiiredd ~ 1am then slp !

Newspaper ! Nth much, super boredd ~~ Maths lesson !
Great Great, cause ii noe how to solve those problems ;DD
& out of 15 Qns, ii only ask 2 ! One frm Yang, one frm Vinay ~~
Quiite easy uhs ? Cause ii understand th questiion, & solutiions !

ChiickenWings for recess, niiceniice ! Laughhs* $2 leiis, so ex pls ~
Lesson was boredd boredd boredd, 501 are really Great !
One day wiithout 501, ii wont be able to smile, or rather Laughs ~

Had an talk from 2 guys, one name same as Nabeel's dad name !
Laughs** Then talks abt HIV -.- Jay's fav ! He ans alot of qns ~
Sit in circles, played games && was really laughing ! 501 makes my day ;DD

After sch, went to Art room ! Ohmyy, Aiai's art had been destroyed !
Damn it, who did dat, will die soon soon ! & fall bad bad ~~
wiith Tasneem's help, look much better ! But touch up need to be done ~
& Vinay's reaction, really shocking ! Seriously, he's Great ;DD
He's super angry, dont noe for wat -.- But, he is super concern !

Home, bath ! Mom was at home ~ Chat with her, shag shag shag !
She;s nt feeling well, cnt get to slp. Jieeet ! Tkcare Mom ;DD
Dinner @ home ~~ Sharkfin soup, niiceniice ;DD Super full pls !

Computer, watch show ! But iim super tiired, so fall aslp :x
8.15pm, wake up frm bro's room, walk into my room, knock out !
All th way till 6.30am ! Alarm Rings ;D Am i lik so tiired ?

Thursday, one more day to friday ! & Gonna be rest day for me !
Prepared, walk to sch as usual ! Meet mad @ mama shop agains ~
Morning was super bored ~ Almost late, walk in when gate closing !
Newspaper again -.- ohhmyy, very siian ah ! Today, bored ~

Moodless for everything ! All th way till Assembly ~ LaughOutLoud*
Super super funny, ii swear pls ! Really makes my day better ;DD
But after assembly, still th same -.- muchh better, ii think so ?
Geo, jiieet ! Nth ii can do, but jus gonna try my best for dat sub ?

After sch, had some probs ! Hmms, jus admit if you did ? If nvr, then fine !
Nth much, jus discovered something, lols ! Im kinda dissapointed uhs ?
Went to 201, together with Long & Co. ! Bank, then coffee shop ~
Seperate thr, went to Sushi shop with Mad, Airen & Aiai ! I no $$ :(

So find some void-deck & wait for them to eat. Was chatting away ~
& I swear, ii super hot de la ! Ohhmyy ~ Bus home, if nt im burned !
Super hot weather, super big sun ! Reached home, nobody, Great ;DD

Chatted with Hubert @ Mac outside, then saw DY.daddy ~ Samesamesame -.-
Slacking their Days away ! Saw YuChun too, sitting at Mac with Daddy ~

Home is th best, nth to face ! I love going home now, ii swear ~~

原来我不是一个人,但是我对你很失望..

2nd day of sch, aint dat Great uhs ! Kinda moodless, and shagg ~

My phone, totally cannot call through ~ MIA iis possible for me now !

Art, siimply boredd ! Diid nth, but stoniing && rottiing ~ Laughhs**

Then Eng lesson, did Picture diiscussiion, super siiann pls ! Sucks :x

Recess, ate nth agaiins ~ Saviing money ! Then had Maths lesson, new topiic !

Probability, ohhmyy ! Kinda easy, kinda hard ~ Tmr continue lessoon !

Chemistry lesson, kinda boredd ! Cause did many work, & some ii dont noe how ~

Lunch was lik, siighhs* Sorry Xingan, Mama ! I jus cnt control myself, my tears..

I will try to cheer up uhs ! But ii really cnt bear to see him lik this, siighhs*

MT was GreatGreatGreat pls ~ Oral practiise, super fun lahhs ! I love MT lesson ;D

Walk home together wiith Aiai ! Chat along th way, super hot & tiiredd pls ~~

Very sleepy ii swear ! Dont noe why, very tiiredd pls pls pls ~ Siighs**

Home was alriight ii think ? Quarrel wiith bro, confirm dehhs ! I swear pls ~

Later gonna haf dinner ! Depends on Mom, she buy back or we buy ourself !
Hopefully iis she buy back pls ~ Cause iim lazy & moodless to go down liiaos.

Stress ? I think so ~ Pimples over my face mans ! Jiieeet ahhs ~ Ugly pls :x

Thks to those people who encourages me & cheeer me up ! Really thks ppls ;D

Esp YangYang, he really cheer me up alot ! & he gives me confidence ?

Thks Xingan & Aiai too ! Btw, ii may look fine, but iim nt alriight at all pls !

合则来, 不合则去.

Laughhs** back postiing alrdy ! Sch reopen, great ;DDD
Void-deck meet, as usual ~ Same old people, miiss them pls !

MrEe speech was, shortshort ! I swear, he diidnt talk muchh ~
But 4E5N had been shiifted to the front, wtf pls ! Super jiiett ~~
National Song, Sch Song, blablabla ! New teacher, sure nvr teach us ~

Back to class, super dusty pls ! Ohhmyys, chit-chat lik freefree :x
MrVinay as usual, funny & good to disturb ! MdmNisha, still naggy ~
Math lesson, chat with Long ! Super high pls, thks longlong ;DDD

PE! SportsDay on 4July ~ Take part in 100m relay -.- Nvm lahhs !
Angela & Madeline take part too ! LaughsOutLoud, hope it's fun ?
Slacking in class, for 3 Period ~ Then English lesson, boreddboredd !

Listen to lecture, from someone whose dying soon ! Dont give up ~~
Blablabla ! "Dont Complain, Work Harder!" Quiite meaningful uhs ?
Recess, almost all XinganFamily had same Recess ! Great, but outing ?

Nahhs ! Decides later :x Physic, ohhmyy ! Hmwk nt done, nvm ;DD
MrHaroldGoh iis a GreatGreat Teacher ! But gonna do his weekly work ~
Come'on ! Im gonna chiong, Sci :x The other sub, see how lohs :x

Today no MT lesson ! WOO-HOOS ;DD Great pls ! 1.30pm, jiu byebye le ~
Walk back to T-Mart with Aiai, Chatting, two girls, so shagg...
Went to Shop&Save, bought lunch & went straight to Aiai house !

Cook, eat, chat ! Then fall aslp at her Sofa :x Sorry sorry uhs ~~
Suppose to help her do Art dehhs, but ii jus fall aslp ! Tiiredd :x
Wake up, help her abit, then dinner ~ Then use Juan laptop, pictures !

Around 9pm, went home, bath ! Tmr sch agains, yeayea ;DDD Love sch now ~
Tmr Art lesson, woo-hooos ~ GreatGreat, can disturb Jasmine again :x
Going off to slp now, BYE ! Do miss mi uhs, but iim posting everyday ;D

希望,事情会变好一点?